survive. She could not get out of her mind his whimper as sheâd reached down, kissed his forehead, and told him she loved him and she would be back soon.
What if he goes into shock? What if he dies? What if I never see him again? Waiting to hear from Dr. Nilsen was going to be wrenching. Anna needed the reassurance of Jeff âs voice. If only he were here .
She glanced at Dr. Nilsenâs aquarium, which divided the waiting room into dog and cat sections and was supposed to keep everyone calm. But the angelfish and kissing gouramis swimming languidly through aerator bubbles did not soothe her nerves, and the orange clown fish with their white wimple markings looked too cheerful. As Anna made her way outside, she turned on her phone. She was starved to talk with Jeff. More than anyone, heâd understand how hard it had been to see Earnest hurt and Grammyâs house burn. Heâd know how catastrophic it would be if Anna lost her shop.
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In her van, Anna clicked on âMy Honeyâ again. This time she tried Jeff at his office. After three rings, for the second time she was losing hope of reaching him until Kimberly, his assistant, answered with a casual âhi.â
âKim, I need to talk with Jeff.â
âHeâs not here right now.â
âWhere is he? Itâs urgent.â
âOh, heâs at city hall,â she drawled, as if âurgentâ carried the significance of a dust miteâs antenna.
âWhere? In Seattle?â
âIn Gamble.â
âHeâs here?! â
âAs far as I know.â
âWhy?â
âHeâs filing for permits for a commercial building he designed.â
Jeff and I share everything. Why hasnât he told me? âWhat building? Where?â
âItâs called Cedar Place. Downtown. On your main street. Itâs going to replace some old Victorian house.â
Like Earnest, Anna struggled to breathe.
There was only one Victorian house on Gambleâs main street and only one in the whole town with enough land for a commercial building. Kim was talking about Grammyâs house.
Anna clicked off the phone. She pressed her eyes closed and rested her forehead on Vincentâs steering wheel. Today canât be happening. It just canât. She sank into a mental swamp of brackish water.
C HAPTER 4
A s Jeff walked out into the sunshine, he smelled smoke. He couldnât see its source over the buildings on the streetâs uphill side, but the smoke seemed to be coming from Mr. Websterâs direction. For years people had unsuccessfully lobbied the city for a law against burning trash in town. The Gamble city planners should write an ordinance for that instead of harassing architects about their projects, he thought.
Jeff turned on his phone. On the wallpaper, Earnest and Anna appeared in a photo that always cheered him. They were cuddling on the sofa in a patchwork quilt, their faces close together, tilted up toward the camera. Annaâs smile and her gorgeous blue-gray eyes, which, in his opinion, could conquer nations, beamed light and love straight at him.
She had an unshakable sincerity about her. It made her look vulnerable, and it made him want to protect her. Not that she needed it. Anna could be stubborn and strong, but he liked that. She was his equal. She could take care of herself.
Jeff clicked on the e-mail icon to check for messages, but there was nothing that couldnât wait, including one from his father, whom Jeff called Brad, now living in New Jersey, two thousand miles from his mother, in Arizona. An Olympic champion flake, Brad was surely asking to borrow money that heâd spend on Jim Beam whiskey and never repayâagain. Jeff would get back to him later. Much later. After Jeff âs innate sense of responsibility began to nag him.
He called his voice mail. A client asked about an appointment next week, and Anna said her quick âcall me.â Jeff would