watched his face while he checked over his notes. I could draw it, I was thinking, the sharp line of his jaw. But I didnât know what it meant. Was he mad? Did he believe me?
Peopleâs faces were like that when you first started drawing them: geometrical, abstract. They became less familiar the longer you looked at them, segmenting into shapes like a puzzle, impossible to solve.
Finally he said, âAll right, Miss Martinez, I think thatâs it. You must be pretty worn out.â For the first time, he looked at me, really looked at me. He had nice eyes, crinkly at the corners. If Iâd seen him playing baseball or walking his dog, I never would have thought he was a cop. He didnât seem like a person who spent his life around criminals and dead people.
I looked at the clock. It was almost midnight.
7
When I got back to Bethâs truck, she was leaning against the hood talking to the sheriff. He was shaking his head.
âWe have to take him back to the station. The motherâs been contacted. The other one and the girl can go, but not the driver.â
I craned around, panicking. Where was Jamie? They were going to take him away.
The cop put his hand on my shoulder. âItâs okay,â he said. âItâs procedure. Heâs eighteen?â
I nodded mutely. Jamie and Kit were standing near one of the police cars. Kit was watching me, his eyes worried, but Jamie just stared at the ground. He kicked the dirt with his sneaker, his hands shoved deep in his pockets. I walked toward them.
I heard Beth ask the sheriff, âWhere will they go?â
âWell, thereâs the motel in Kilmore, but thatâs pretty far for tonight. And we have to impound the vehicle. I could bring them back to the detention center. Butâ¦â
I turned back and Beth frowned, coiling the length of her hair. She sighed. âThey can stay at my house, I guess. If itâs only for the night. But do you have to get their car now? Itâs so late.â
âYeah. Iâll send somebody to tow it. You can go on to bed.â He gestured to me. âMiss Martinez? Iâll have the station find out from your mother how sheâd like us to handle things tonight.â
I looked at Jamie. âWhat about my brother? I want to stay with him.â
The sheriff shook his head. âIâm sorry, he needs to come with us.â
This time Jamie raised his eyes, wide and worried. I could feel a sharpness in the back of my throat, and I was afraid I might burst into tears. âCanât we all stay together? Please?â I asked.
But the sheriff was already walking away, the heavy holster banging against his leg.
âWhat about our dad?â I asked Beth. âHeâs expecting us in Phoenix tomorrow night. Our spring break is only a week.â
She came toward us, and her voice was gentler than before. âI donât think you guys are going anywhere any time soon.â
Kit sucked in his breath. âAw, come on, it was an accident. They canât charge us with anything. Well, the beer, yeah, but we werenât drunkâit wasnât our fault. I mean, if somebody walks straight in front of your car, at night, is it your fault? That doesnât make sense.â
I could see Jamie ball his hand against his thigh. âStop saying that. I didnât hit that girl. I keep telling you. What I hit, it wasnât a person.â
âOkay, okay,â Kit said quickly. âRelax. Iâm just saying thatâs what the cops think. And even if it was the girl, there wasnât time to brake or swerve or anything. I told them that. There was nothing you could do.â
âIt was an animal,â Jamie said. âIt was a coyote.â
Beth put her hand on Jamieâs arm. There were tiny flecks of green paint on her knuckles. âDonât think about it anymore. Whatever happened, you canât change it now.â
Jamie stared at her fingers.