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seemed to be at school?
    We passed the last of the suburban enclaves. Beyond were fields and thick woods. We drove on.
    Feeling impatient with his blab about teammates and hockey, I sneaked a look at my cell phone. I had a message from Janine. I pressed the retrieval key. Mike just kept talking.
    â€œCammie,” Janine was saying with unusual emotion in her voice. “I don’t know if you’ve lost it yet, but there’s something you should know. Call me ASAP.”
    I turned my phone off and stuffed it back in my purse. Janine probably wanted to lecture me about putting a towel down for the blood. Forget her.
    â€œWhy don’t we stop here?” I said, pointing to a clear area on the side of the road.
    â€œThe cops roam this road, you know,” Mike said.
    â€œYeah, but I’ll make sure we’re through before they get here,” I said.
    I glanced out the window at the thicket of tall pines beyond. In the moonlight I could make out branches moving in the wind.
    Mike seemed reluctant, but he parked the car and turned off the headlights. I helped him put down the backseat so there was a long flat area for us to make out on. Mike had brought no pillows or towels, so I pushed him down on the carpeted surface, and climbed on top of him. I took off my skirt and top. Mike licked his lips at the sight of me in a thong and bra.
    â€œI was going to do this strip that Janine taught me, but there isn’t time,” I apologized.
    â€œIt’s fine, really,” he said. “That was wild enough.”
    He sounded as nervous as he did excited. I gave him one big kiss, and started to unzip his pants.
    â€œHey, hey, hey!” he said, pulling my hand off.
    â€œWhat’s going on?” I cried. “Don’t you want to fuck me?”
    He looked up at me. He seemed incredibly shy. Was that shame I saw? Or pride? “I’ve never done this before,” he admitted.
    â€œWhat?” I almost screamed. “You haven’t? You’re supposed to be the school stud!”
    â€œIt’s all rumors,” he said sheepishly.
    â€œGreat! Another virgin!”
    â€œI’m sorry,” he said. “But can’t we start over? I like you. I really do and I would like for us to make it, but not like this. It sounds weird, but I think that having sex for the first time is special, not something just to be gotten out of the way.”
    I was stunned. It had all come screeching to a halt. At the same time, a deep thrill was passing through me. He’d spoken a secret password and had opened up my soul. I climbed off of him and lay next to him.
    â€œI agree totally,” I said. “It’s like everybody wants to make you feel weird about it if you think the way we do.”
    â€œSo if we both feel special about losing it,” he said, “maybe that means we’re perfect for each other.”
    I was silent for a moment. My insides were becoming silky and calm. I felt like I could tell Mike anything. “Do you know Sarah Walker at school?”
    â€œSure,” he said. “The strange chick with the even stranger accent. Everybody knows her.”
    â€œWell, don’t laugh at me but she’s some kind of demon, definitely. And this may sound completely insane, but she wants to have her people—or family, or whatever, I don’t really know—do it to me for the first time.”
    â€œWow,” Mike said. So what if he wasn’t very articulate, there was real sympathy in his voice.
    â€œYeah,” I said. “She says I’ll be totally pampered and treated well beforehand. And then I’ll be dressed up and led to this amazing black chamber where I’ll be tied down. Only—and here’s the bizarre part—I think they might kill me.”
    â€œFuckin’ freaky shit,” said Mike.
    I nodded. My nipples were hardening—was it because of the intimacy of the moment with Mike? Or the memory of