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are you going to do?” Janine asked.
    â€œI need to get laid by Mike on Saturday. And then this whole thing will be over.”
    â€œDo you really think that’ll get rid of her?” As usual, I couldn’t tell if Janine was upset for my safety or thrilled at what she’d overheard.
    â€œDon’t worry,” I said. “It’s just the blood from losing my virginity she’s interested in. It’s a weird fixation, but she doesn’t care about anything else. I wouldn’t go near her place. As soon as I get laid, the spell will be broken and she’ll lose interest. But you can’t tell anyone. Promise? Really. It would be dangerous if Sarah found out my plan.”
    â€œOf course, of course. We’re friends for life, remember?” Janine drilled. She was getting more agitated. It reminded me of how she got when she’d had too many Diet Cokes. She jumped around, gesturing with her hands, blabbing at warp speed. “I always said she was trash. I was so right. Ooh, but shouldn’t we check it out? Notify the police or the school paper or the local TV news?”
    I put my hands on Janine’s shoulders to steady her.
    â€œNo,” I said. “This must be done in complete secrecy.”

    On Saturday night as I prepared for my date with Mike, I wondered what to wear. Jeans, or the miniskirt? Oh, the skirt, of course. At the key moment, it would be much easier to manipulate. I put it on and checked myself out in the mirror. Good!
    The fantasies that had possessed me receded, and were now safely held in a locked cage at the back of my mind. Where they would stay forever, I thought resolutely.
    Soon it would be over. My virginity would finally be a thing of the past. And, I thought, I would be safe from Sarah. What a weirdo! “Precious hymen blood,” my ass.
    Thirty minutes later, when I hopped into Mike’s SUV, he seemed impressed.
    â€œHey,” he said. “You look awesome!”
    â€œThanks,” I said. “You look pretty good yourself.”
    He didn’t start the car.
    Why wait, I thought. “Look, we both know what we’ve got in mind. Let’s go somewhere and do it right now.”
    Mike looked startled. Had I been too blunt? Boys’ egos were tricky things.
    â€œI want you really badly,” I said in a hurry, to make him feel better.
    â€œI don’t know,” he said. “I was kinda planning on a movie and dinner first.”
    So he was going to drag his feet? I couldn’t believe it. Weren’t boys supposed to be horny all the time?
    â€œYou do want me, don’t you?” I asked.
    I licked my lips in what I hoped was a seductive way.
    â€œYeah!” he said. “But what about the date part?”
    â€œI can’t wait that long!”
    Mike turned the key in the ignition, then put his right hand on my thigh. “That’s so cool you’re horny. I like that. But let’s take it one step at a time, okay?”
    I took his hand and moved it under my skirt and up to my crotch.
    He pulled his hand away. “I really do want you,” he said. “I just need to have something to drink first.” He pulled a can of beer out from under the seat, took a big slug, and handed it to me.
    â€œTake me somewhere to make out,” I insisted. “Don’t be such a wimp.”
    â€œSure, sure,” Mike said. “My parents will be out of the house after eight o’clock. Maybe we could go there.”
    â€œI don’t have the time. There’s got to be some place to park in this town.”
    â€œWhat’s the rush, baby?” asked Mike.
    But we drove off. A few minutes later, we turned right onto the road that led towards the farms on the outskirts of town.
    Despite the urgency, I backed off for a few minutes to let Mike get his pride back. He seemed to need to talk on about things that had nothing to do with sex. Where was the cocky stud he always