connected wife named Barbara and four big-toothed, impossibly blond, Harvard-educated children. Iâd Googled him whenever I got into one of my Norman Rockwellian moods and turned nostalgic. I figured when I answered his questions, heâd think the apple didnât fall far from the tree, that I was as shiftless as my dad and as co-dependent as my mom, and I wished I could whip out pictures of two-point-two munchkins, a dog and a successful husband, and refer circumspectly to my part-time job as a rocket scientist.
âI work at home,â I said instead. âMedical billing and coding. Doctors like to outsource that stuff these days.â Feeling stupid, I blushed, but then plunged on. Telling the truth is good for you, Tucker had taunted me, not so long ago, during one of our screaming fights. You ought to give it a try sometime . âNo kids. I was married for a couple of years, then divorced.â
The truth , I told Tucker silently, is overrated .
My uncleâs face reflected a calm, intense interest as he listened.
I left out the part about seeing Nickâs ghost, of course, and I didnât get around to mentioning that I lived in a rented apartment over a biker bar in Cave Creek, either. Iâd save that for when I really wanted to make a major impression. Show him my stack of dog-eared, highlighted Damn Foolâs Guides, too, and tell him how Iâd educated myself on every subject from psychic pet communication to private investigation. Who needed Harvard?
âSo thatâs about it,â I said, letting the words dwindle to a sigh.
Uncle Clive settled back in his chair, tented his fingers together over his chest. âYou must have a few questions yourself,â he remarked.
Hell, yes, I had questions.
The first one, which I didnât voice, was: What ever happened to that no-good, scum-sucking, parent-murdering brother of mine? Correction, Geoff was a half brotherâbut the whole topic congealed in my throat, like some gelatinous mass, and the words my brain framed were slithering along, flattened against the side walls, trying to squeeze past it.
Iâd run a hundred Googles on Geoff if Iâd run one, after finding his last name in the newspaper archives. I didnât remember it, for reasons already stated, and Lillian had always clammed up whenever I raised the subject. Geoff Waters, born to my mother by her first husband, had gone to a juvenile detention facility in California after confessing to shooting Dad in the back of the head and Mom through the throat. At twenty-one, heâd been released and his record expunged. It galled me a littleâand scared me a lotâto know that he was out there somewhere, lily-white as far as the law was concerned. Going on just as if nothing had happened.
âGeoff,â I finally managed. âWhere do you suppose he is now?â
I hadnât realized Clive was tense until he visibly relaxed. âWho knows?â he replied, followed by an unspoken, Who cares?
âHe killed my cat,â I said. The words just came out, without my consciously forming them.
What cat?
Clive leaned forward slightly in his metal chair. His bushy brows lowered a little, and his eyes narrowed.
I blushed again, rubbed my right temple with my fingertips. âI donât know why I said that,â I admitted, flustered. âI donât remember owning a cat.â
My uncle bent a little farther at the waist and laid a hand on my shoulder. âThis is too much, too fast,â he said. âIâm sorry for springing myself on you out of the blue, Mary Jo. Itâs just that Iâve wondered for so long, what was happening to youâif you were all right. When I saw you, Iâ¦â
I wasnât used to that kind of concern, and Iâve got to admit, it felt damn good. After I married Nick, Lillian and I werenât exactly estranged, but we werenât as close, either. She flat-out didnât like