him, and she didnât mince words about it. Around the same time, Ham, Lillianâs husband and Jolieâs father, had been diagnosed with liver cancer, with all the attendant sorrows for all of them. And Greer had been too involved in stealing her rich doctor husband away from his former wife to care much what was going on in my life, so Iâd coped as best I could.
I swiped away a tear with the back of one hand.
Clive took out his wallet, produced a card, and laid it beside my coffee cup. It was official, with raised print and the Arizona State Seal in the upper right-hand corner. âWhen youâre ready, Mary Jo,â he said, âgive us a call.â He pushed back his chair, soundlessly this time, and stood. Collected his jacket from the armrest of the seat next to his. Waited.
I finally realized I was supposed to reciprocate with my own information. I took the pen he offered and wrote my cell number on one of the napkins that came with the coffee. I guess I should have added the address in Cave Creek, but I was afraid heâd MapQuest it when he got the chance, and find out I lived over Bad-Ass Bertâs. Maybe before the next mini family reunion, I could swing a decent place.
âThanks,â my uncle said. He took the napkin, folded it carefully and tucked it into the pocket of his coat, now draped over one arm. âItâs so good to know youâre all right, Mary Jo,â he added gruffly. âI used to worry that Geoff might have found youâ¦â
I swallowed, felt the soft fur of a cat brush against the underside of my chin. A cat I didnât remember owning.
Chester , whispered one of innumerable wraiths haunting the depths of my subconscious mind.
Clive, who had been about to turn and walk away, paused and frowned. âAre you all right, Mary Jo?â
âMojo,â I corrected. âNobody calls me Mary Jo.â
He registered this information with a half nod, his eyes still narrowed with concern. âJust then, you lookedââ
âIâm fine,â I insisted. Like Iâd wanted to tell Tucker, the truth is not what itâs cracked up to be.
Still, he hesitated. âYouâve had quite a shock. Maybe I should walk you at least as far as your car.â
I shook my head. âI need a few moments to work through all this,â I said.
Score one for the truth.
âThe memories must be tough to deal with,â Clive ventured.
I favored him with a thin, wobbly smile. âThatâs the problem. There arenât any memories.â
Uncle Clive looked taken aback, and sympathetic. âNo memories?â
âZip,â I said.
He surprised me then. He leaned down and kissed the top of my head, just lightly, the way Iâd kissed Lillian at SunsetVilla. Something in my heart locked onto the feeling, like a heat-seeking missile, and launched itself into unknown territory.
W HEN I GOT HOME an hour later, still shaken, but with a copy of The Damn Foolâs Guide to Tarot under my arm and a spanking-new deck in my purse, the parking lot was full of Harleys and pickup trucks, and Bad-Ass Bertâs was jumping, even though it was still early afternoon. I probably should have rescued Russell from the steady flow of pepperoni and hot dog scraps, but I was already upstairs before I really focused on the idea.
I would take a shower, I decided, fall into bedâNick or no Nickâand sleep until I could face the world again. After that, a couple of hours at the computer, coding and billing, and I could meet my quota, hold on to my various jobs and reasonably expect to pay next monthâs rent when the first rolled around.
I fumbled for my keys, dropped one of the Tarot cards Lillian had pressed on me in the process, and watched as it slipped between the boards of the landing and fluttered to the ground beneath.
With a groan, I unlocked the door, tossed my purse and the book inside, and went back down the steps to