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really
already is, but he’s the only thing keeping her away full time. Alex feels
responsible for her, and he wants her to have a better life. If I went to him
and told him that she was still playing these games he would go to his dad and
his dad hates Holly. That’s part of her issue, he’s hasn’t wanted her since she
turned 17 and started fucking guys left and right, she was blabbing about
things the club needed quiet. Alex knows that he would send her off somewhere
and never give her another thought, so I keep my mouth shut, not for her I
can’t stand her, but for Alex.”
    I
looked at him for a long time before I responded “you are a really good friend,
I wasn’t expecting your answer to be anything like that. I thought you were
going to tell me that you were in love with her once before or something”
    “No,
I have never been in love with anyone.” Ryan said with a slight irritated tone
    “Sorry”
I said quickly, feeling like a jerk
    “No,
it’s not you. I just don’t do the love thing, it’s not for me” He explained
    “Oh,
well that’s a really sad way to live” I say
    He
looks at me “well, that’s your opinion. What about you, are you dating”?
    “No,
I just moved here. I have never really dated anyone... Ever” I tell him
    “Ever”?
He says sounding shocked
    “Ever”
I reply “my dad always told me that I am not to date anyone who doesn’t treat
me like I am the best damn thing in his life. I would have to find someone who
thought I was pretty damn amazing, before I would give him a shot. But it’s
okay... At least I don’t have to deal with heartbreak and disappointment.
That’s pretty much all men are... Except for Jason of course” I tell him,
feeling kind of embarrassed
    “Well”
he pauses “your dad is right, you should wait for a guy who will treat you like
a damn queen, but what about for... well you know sex... do you have to be in
love with a guy to fuck him?” He starts to laugh, but is watching me intently
    “That’s
kind of a dick question don’t you think Ryan? I understand you are willing to
fuck anything with a hole, but I have standards and I don’t just screw anything
that comes my way” I look away from him
    “Oh
my God, you are totally a virgin, I can’t believe you are sisters with Lacey
and have never had sex. Holy shit” He’s laughing hysterically
    I
don’t see the humor in this
    “Yeah
Ryan, I’m a virgin, because I haven’t met a guy with a dick big enough to make
my pussy so wet I can’t wait for him to fuck me hard with it” I say in my most
seductive voice. I’m trying to mess with him
    He
sits there mouth open
    “Maybe
you can do it?” I start moving towards him
    He
leans in towards me as I continue to talk “do you think you could handle it? Do
you think you could fuck me really well and make my first time amazing, make me
regret waiting so long?”
    I
run a hand down his chest and on my way to his knees I see that he is already
hard as a rock
    I
bust out laughing “oh my god, you thought I was serious!”
    He
looks at me pissed off “are you kidding me right now?”
    “Wow”
is all I can say
    He
throws a pillow at me.
    We
continue watching TV for a while, talking about stupid shit back and forth,
Ryan is laying down on the couch now facing me with a blanket over his lap.
Every now and then when I look at the TV I see him reach down and adjust
himself. I know he is still sporting a hard on, and it makes me feel kind of
good. Which I know is wrong... Right?
    Lacey
and Jason come back about an hour later. Jason follows her in, wheeling in a
huge suitcase.
    “I
grabbed your emergency case out of the garage, I figured you would want to
shower and shit” Jason tells him wheeling the huge case over to him
    “You
keep an emergency suitcase here?” I asked
    “Yeah”
Jason and Ryan said at the same time
    “Wow,
that’s pretty... I mean all because of one girl?” I asked
    The
brother’s looked at one another, clearly