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uncomfortable
    “Emmy,
I am going to tell you, since you are staying here now your path will probably
cross Holly Richardson at one point or another. She’s bad news. She is very
very bad news. The only reason that we put up with her, is because Alex is
seriously one of the best guys I have ever met. But if she gets in trouble her
dad will have her killed at some point. He can’t stand her. So Ryan does what
he can to keep her on the straight and narrow and sometimes that means hiding
out here until she moves onto one of the other guys.” Jason says
    “You
are rich and famous” I say to Ryan “why don’t you hire bodyguards?”
    “I’ve
had them, I do have them. But if one of them gets close to her she screams rape
and I don’t need any more bad press.” Ryan says
    “Wow
that’s really something else, earlier you mentioned getting a roommate would
that really help you?” I ask
    “Yeah,
she doesn’t really pull her shit around other people. Unless she is use to you,
but I think if she thought someone else was living in the house she wouldn’t
barge in when she pleased and act like the lunatic that she is” he tells me
    “Ah
I see” but I am still really not sure why I feel bad for Ryan, Holly sounds
really horrible, but I feel like if he really wanted to get her to go away he
could totally do that.
    I
realized that I wasn’t really going to understand the big deal until I saw her
in action myself.

Chapter 6
    Ryan
was pretty cool. We actually hung out a lot when Lacey and Jason were at work.
Ryan wasn’t working at the moment because he was between movies, but he was
considering taking on a TV show role and was running through a script that one
of the producer’s had sent over to him. We were lying on different couches as
he read it to me. The plot was kind of the opposite of Ryan, it was about a
married man who found out that his wife had cancer and went on a life changing
mission to find her long lost sister before his wife passed away. It was cheesy
sounding, but I made the mistake of telling Ryan I didn’t think he could pull
it off.
    “You
aren’t a romantic guy, how are you going to play a man who loves his wife so
much he goes around the world on a dangerous mission to find his beautiful
wife’s long lost sister?” I giggled
    “I
don’t understand what you mean, are you saying that because I don’t stick with
the same girl for more than a night, that I don’t understand what it would feel
like to love someone with every fiber of my being?” He asks
     “Well...
No, but if you think about it, I think it is more believable as someone
watching if you know the actor portraying this role isn’t known in real life
for fucking everything he can get his hands on. I just think it will be hard to
believe is all” I tell him
    “You
don’t know anything about me Emmalyn, and I really don’t like it when you
assume that you do. I could totally pull this role off” Ryan says
    “You
could, I’m wrong. Forget it” I say, standing up to go into my room
    “You
don’t have to leave” he says standing up
    “I
do, I don’t really have anything left to say. I upset you and I was only
joking, but if you don’t see my point there is no use in trying to make it
again” I explain
    “I
see your point, but that is why it is called acting. You are able to pretend to
be someone you are not. I have enough fans who want me, to know that they will
be able to watch and not thinking about what TMZ has to say about my love life.
That’s not what all of this is about. Now come in here and sit down and read
this with me.” He says reaching for my hand.
    We
spend the rest of the night reading over the scripts and laughing.

Chapter 7
             
That’s what we did. Every day for 3 months we went out to eat with Lacey and
Jason. We read his scripts, we watched TV, and we played basketball outside and
went for random drives so he could show me his favorite spots. He was sweet,
honestly not