the crap out of us. âJust you wait and see!â she yells. Then her head snaps back out and we stand there, holding our breath.
Finally Kel says, âIs she gone?â
I inch toward the door and peer out. âAll clear,â I say.
âMan,â Kel moans. âWhat did I see in her?â
âYouâre asking us?â Cia doesnât really expect an answer, but Kel gives her one.
âI wish someone wouldâve told me.â
âTold you what?â I ask. âThatâs not something anyone else can tell you about. Love is blind, right?â
âI never loved her,â he says. âOkay, maybe I thought I did, for a while. But now I feel like an idiot. Itâs so obvious what a cow she is.â
Cia pats his shoulder. âDonât worry about it, Kel. Weâre all human.â
I donât tell them what I thought about Amy being an alien.
It takes our entire Saturday to clean that garage, but when weâre done we have to admit, we like the results. It smells better for one thing. We found a big sack of rotten, moldy potatoes in one corner, and getting rid of them helped a lot. The light is better too. We discovered a window behind a bunch of old cardboard and cleaned it off. Actual sunlight comes into the place now. The last thing Ciadoes is dust off her drum set, and then she sits down and lays out a fast pattern, goes heavy on the bass and finishes with a cymbal crash.
âHey, you know what?â Kel says. âI think the sound is better in here.â
âYeah,â I say. âIt does sound sharper.â
Cia raises her eyebrows. âAre you kidding?â
And Mrs. Stanton is yelling, âThatâs too loud. Turn it down!â
Great. All the junk we took out must have been making a sound barrier. Shouldnât Mrs. Stanton know by now that thereâs no way to turn down drums?
âI think I need a cigarette,â Cia sighs.
Chapter Eight
I go home and have a nice long shower, eat dinner, figure maybe Iâll just take it easy tonight. The problem is, I canât stop thinking about Rowan. I feel like Iâm obsessing. I have this horrible thought that maybe this is what Amy feels like. What if I turn into someone like her, get all clingy and crazy? How nasty would that be? I decide I better do something about this and call Kel to ask if he wants to see a movie.
âCanât,â Kel says. âI have to babysit my little brother tonight.â
I call Cia and she says, âDuh. Iâm grounded, remember?â
I try Don, but heâs already got plans. I even consider calling this girl from school who keeps hinting around that sheâd like to go out with me. Then I get really brave and think, what the hell, why not call Rowan? So I look up her name in the phone book and thereâs the address too. She doesnât live that far away.
I could just go for a walk, couldnât I? Itâs not even dark yet when I set out. I love this time of year, early June, when the days are long and everything looks new. Lawns are still bright green and the air is fresh and soft. Another bonus is that summer is almost here. Sure, there are final exams coming up, but there are still a couple of weeks before I have to worry about studying. No point in stressing over stuff like that too soon.
Summer is going to be good. Lots of sleeping in, beach parties, waterskiing atthe lake, maybe some gigs. Maybe a day in a recording studio? Yeah, if we win the battle next Saturday night, thatâs the prize. I wonder how many tracks weâll get to record? If itâs more than two, weâve got a problem. We only have two original songs and one of them is kind of bad. I need to come up with a new song.
Thatâs what I should be doing, working on a tune or lyrics or both. Iâve got to find some raw material. I stop and look around, see a cat scurrying across the road.
Run, cat, run, go catch your meal.
Eating to live