is a really big deal.
Meh. What else? I look up and thereâs a jet cruising overhead. Think, Jay, think. Letâs see. Nope. Nada. Zip. No new song. Instead I wonder where those people are going. Wonder if thereâs a terrorist on board who will blow them out of the sky. What is with those terrorist losers anyway? What does it prove, blowing stuff up? It just makes the rest of usthink theyâre totally bent. So maybe they have some kind of cause, but who wants to listen to crazy killers? I mean, I can see where they might have some problems with the way things are. Who doesnât? But killing people because of that?
Iâm not exactly happy with everything myself. I think the way the world runs is rotten in a lot of ways. So many people want to tell you how to live your life. Rich people are getting richer on the backs of the poor, making kids work in factories. Imagine that, little kids in Third World countries working all day for almost nothing, making stuff like runners.
Who told me about that? My humanities teacher? Itâs bad news because Iâm looking at my feet and thereâs a pair of runners. Theyâre pretty nice ones too, a popular brand. Damn. I sit down with my back against a tree and pull off my shoes. Iâm checking them out, wondering about how they were put together, when someone says, âAre you stalking me or what?â
Itâs Rowan. I gape at her for at least ten seconds and then say, âHuh?â So lame.
âI asked if youâre stalking me.â
Sheâs sure got a high opinion of herself. I hold up one of my shoes. âDoes it look like Iâm stalking?â
She grins and tilts her head. Her shiny black hair slides across her face. Iâd like to touch that hair. âSo what are you doing here?â she asks.
Iâve recovered enough to say something intelligent. âWeâd all like to know the answer to that question, wouldnât we? The best minds on the planet have been considering that very thing since the dawn of life.â
âI doubt it.â
âCome on. Thatâs the big question of existence.â
âYeah, but since the dawn of life?â she says. âI donât think single-celled organisms were asking what theyâre doing here. Besides, you know thatâs not what I meant. I want to know what youâre doing sitting in front of my house.â
âHuh?â I say again. I look around. The house behind me doesnât have the right address. But the house almost straight across the street does. Figures. Stop paying attention for five minutes and wham. The universe gets you. Why is it that any flukes being handed out are never in my favor? I keep my eyes wandering, then shrug and try to sound bored. âSo which place is yours?â
She points. âThat one. Are you telling me you didnât know?â
âWhy would I know that?â
âHmm,â she says. âOkay. Maybe you can tell me why you took your shoes off.â
I shake my head. âSorry. That information is top secret.â
She considers this for a moment, keeps watching me with her blue eyes. She looks disappointed. Finally she mutters, âFine.â And she starts walking.
âWait!â I scramble to my feet, start hopping up and down, trying to get a shoe back on.
She stops.
âI was just trying to see how theyâre made.â
Rowan looks back and itâs hard to read her expression. âWhy?â
Iâm nervous now. Or should I say more nervous? I have the feeling that my answer is important. I think about making something up, like Iâm planning to be a shoe designer when I get out of school. But a trace of impatience shows on her face and I blurt out the truth. âBecause of the kids in the factories. I was trying to understand what it feels like, making shoes all day.â
âReally?â she says.
âYeah.â
She walks back and does that
Jerry B. Jenkins, Chris Fabry