head-tilting, hair-sliding thing again. Then she nods. âIâve thought about that too. It must be harsh.â
âFor sure.â I want to say more, but my mind is totally blank.
She sighs. âWell, Iâve got to get going. I guess Iâll see you at the battle next week?â
âYeah. Weâll be there.â
âGood.â She gets this wicked gleam in her eye and says, âWe could use a little competition.â Then she turns and saunters off. She doesnât look like sheâs in any hurry.
A hundred things I want to say flash through my mind, but none of them makes it out of my mouth. I just stand there and watch her go. And then I know exactly what I want to write a song about. Desire.
I donât get too far with this. I sit down to put my shoes back on. When I stand up to go home, thereâs Amy on the other side of the street, smirking. All the dizzy fizzy feelings I wanted to hold on to and try to put into words just vanish. That girl really creeps me out.
Chapter Nine
Our final practice before the battle doesnât go well. We canât get in sync. Every time we start a number, one of us blows it. Cia screws up the fill or Kel loses the bass line or I mess up the lyrics. All three of us are getting edgy, and when we go down for about the tenth time, Iâve had enough.
âThis is useless. Letâs just forget it.â
Cia fires one of her sticks across the room and says, âWhat the hellâs your problem, Jay?â
âMy problem? Since when is it my problem?â
âSince you want to just quit. Whatâs up with that?â
âYeah,â says Kel. âThat sucks.â
I look at them glaring at me and I get a very bad feeling. Something about the chemistry in The Lunar Ticks has changed. I set my guitar down and narrow my eyes. âWhatâs going on here?â
They flash each other guilty looks and then Cia says, âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean somethingâs different. I want to know what it is.â
âHey, man,â Kel stutters. âEverythingâs cool. Weâre just having a bad day. No need to get all worked up.â
âYeah,â Cia says brightly. âI heard itâs supposed to be good luck when things go wrong in the dress rehearsal.â
I snort. âGood luck? If we play like this on Saturday night weâre going to get booed right off the stage.â
âSo we keep practicing. Or we have another practice tomorrow night.â
âI already told you, I canât practice tomorrow.â I donât tell them the reason I canât practice. The full moon.
âBut Jay, this is important!â Cia looks like she wants to hit me with the other stick.
âTell me something I donât know. Like what else is going on?â I say.
âMan,â Kel moans. âItâs like this...â
âKel!â Cia snarls.
âWe gotta tell him, Cia.â
âTell me what?â I ask. But I think I already know.
âWell, me and Cia...weâre sort of hooked up.â
âHooked up?â I ask.
Cia echoes me. âHooked up?â
Kelâs long face is flushing. âYeah. Like weâre going out or something.â He looks sideways at Cia. âRight?â
Cia rolls her eyes.
Suddenly Iâm enjoying this. âIs that right?â I drawl. âSince when?â
âSince a couple of days ago,â Kel says. He swallows and his Adamâs apple bobsup and down. âWe were going to tell you after the show.â
âWhy the secret?â I ask.
Kel swallows again, looks at Cia again. âIt wasnât exactly a secret. Itâs just that we havenât made it official or anything. And we thought weâd see how it goes. You know. Like that.â
âLike that, eh?â I say. I cross my arms, crunch down my eyebrows. âI donât know if this is such a good idea. It seems like it might
Jerry B. Jenkins, Chris Fabry