an empty feeling that people love you for what you can do for them, instead of for who you are.
If youâre giving in order to keep someone from being angry with you, then youâll always feel nervous, like you have to walk on eggshells in case that person, despite your efforts, still decides to be upset with you.
If youâre giving because you hope that the person will help you in return, youâll always feel guilty that your true intentions were impure. Youâll also feel hurt when the other person doesnât reciprocate.
Only give because you truly are happy to do so. In that experience, youâll find your heavenly bliss. In fact, a good rule to live by is:
Never do anything unless you want to. Either donât do the action, or go meditate and pray until you can shift your mind-set to one of happiness toward it .
CHAPTER TWO
HOW TO BE ASSERTIVE
A s a peace-loving, gentle person, you may have learned to avoid conflict at all costs. You just go along with someoneâs bad idea rather than stand up to him or her and risk an argument. This style of living gives you a sense of control over your life, because deep down you know youâre not really agreeing with the person. Itâs as if youâre leading two lives: one on the surface, with your behavior; and the other beneath, with your true feelings and opinions.
In some cases, Earth Angels have numbed themselves so much in order to cooperate with others that theyâve completely disconnected from their own opinions. They donât know how they feel or what they think about anything, because theyâre so accustomed to being told what to do, feel, and think. Sometimes, tragically, this is because of an abusive situation where they fear for their physical safety, so they comply with their abusersâ wishes in order to survive.
Still other Earth Angels are conflict-phobic because theyâre shy and donât want to call attention to themselves. Theyâd rather remain invisible, so they almost never speak up for themselves. And when they do , people donât hear or notice them.
The trouble with these coping styles is that if you donât let people know how you feel, theyâll incorrectly assume that everythingâs okay. People wonât know how you really feel or think unless you tell them .
In addition, assertiveness means that youâre clear, honest, and direct with others. Hinting at how you feel and hoping the other person gets the hint never works. This is a guarantee that youâll always feel ignored and misunderstood. Instead of hinting, you have to clearly communicate your feelings.
You may worry that if youâre truthful, people will leave you. But the truth is that youâll be the one to leave, if you donât muster up the courage to be honest. If you donât tell the other person how you really feel, the relationship will be unbalanced and unhealthy, and youâas a highly sensitive personâwonât want to stay.
Being conflict-phobic can also block you from fulfilling the very important mission you were born to do! In order to fulfill your lightwork, you need to reawaken and own your power!
If this sounds frightening or dangerous, please stay with me anyway. The fear is coming from your ego and past experiences. Fortunately, it isnât based upon reality as it relates to your future or your Divine mission.
Remember that if the earth were perfect, you and I wouldnât be needed here in physical form. We could have just stayed in heaven and sent prayers to everyone. But humans rarely hear their angels, or if they do, they wrestle with self-doubts. So we were sent to Earth to speak up and take other actions to enact Godâs will of peace. Being passive isnât in our job description.
Peace is our mission. And being peaceful is very different from being passive.
The Superwoman/Superman Syndrome of Earth Angels
As an Earth Angel, you possess certain
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