instinctual response to danger. When thereâs danger, your instincts spur you into either fighting or running away (that is, flight) .
While youâre by yourself and meditating, itâs a good idea to pray for guidance, support, and peace. You want to be honest with yourself and with others, but you donât want to blow situations out of proportion. Nor do you want to engender hard feelings.
Whenever we avoid conflict by keeping our feelings to ourselves, we do ourselves and others a disservice. This is a form of dishonesty and manipulation. Weâre trying to control the other personâs reactions by controlling what we tell them.
So that means youâre being controlling if someone asks you if youâre upset and you say that you arenât when you really are. Youâre trying to keep him or her from being angry with you or from starting an argument with you. Or, youâre holding your feelings inside to prevent the other person from seeing that you are hurt.
Now, that doesnât mean you have to go to the other extreme and bulldoze the other person with the blunt truth.
Thereâs an in-between way to handle conflict thatâs just right and very healthy and honest. After youâve collected your thoughts and feelings, go to the person and say this magical phrase: âIâd like to clear some things with you.â
This nonthreatening phrase keeps communication open because the other person doesnât feel accused. Start by taking a deep breath and silently praying for strength and a clear mind. Even though your heart may be racing and you might even be perspiring, know that anytime you do something for the first time, youâll feel intimidated or afraid. Each time you practice a new behavior, it becomes easier and more natural.
Look the other person in the eye and say to him or her from your heart and without apology: âI really care about our relationship, so I need to share my feelings in order for us to clear them.â
Now, the other person may feel threatened by this and might immediately become defensive or even argumentative. Donât let this throw you, unless the other person becomes verbally or physically abusive.
(Donât try to negotiate with an abusive person, especially if he or she intoxicated. If abuse occurs, leave immediately and seek appropriate support or protection.)
In most situations, others will be open to hearing you. During your discussion, itâs vital that you own your feelings. This means: donât use blaming or shaming words. Even if you do blame them, saying that you do will shut down all further communication.
Use phrases such as I feel, I felt , and to me . This way, youâre not poking and prodding at the other person with accusatory phrases, and inadvertently provoking their defensiveness.
Do your best to keep your cool while talking about and owning your feelings. If you start to cry, let yourself be real. The same with anger: allow yourself to be authentic, but donât act on this emotion, such as by yelling or calling names. Also, please donât put yourself down in any way.
Donât diminish, disparage, or apologize for your feelings . . . ever! Remember: You have a right to your feelings, even if other people donât understand or agree with them! Your feelings are your signals of deep truths inside of you. Theyâre the language of your soul, and they need you to listen to them.
After youâve talked about your feelings, allow the other person to explain his or her own. There are always two sides to every story. However, notice your gut feelings while youâre listening. If you get an uneasy feeling that the other person is covering his or her tracks or being dishonest with you, then note thatâbecause he or she probably is .
As your assertiveness level grows stronger, youâll have the courage to say to a person whoâs lying to you, âI donât believe what
Clementine Roux, Penelope Silva