with it. The body was lying there. There was nobody around. We called you guysâmy wife didâand thatâs it. We already told the deputies all this.â
Branson tapped his cigarette and I watched the wind carry the ash into the gutter.
âUh-huh. Tell me about yourself.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHow long youâve lived here. What you do. Like that.â
Another pull, another tap, more drifting ash. Seemed to accelerate as it neared the ground. I couldnât help thinking of the boyâs life in the same wayâa fragile thing carried off by a killing wind. Figured what happened was just starting to hit me.
âWell ⦠weâve lived here about three years, been married for two. I do carpentry, woodworking, furniture refinishing and repairing. Most of it here at home in my garage. My wife works in a clinicââ
âWhat kind of clinic?â
âDrug rehab.â
He raised an eyebrow at that. âYoung people?â
I shrugged. âSure, I guess. You think this is drug related?â
âShe know him?â
âNo, of course not.â Silence. You sure? âLook, we have nothing to do with it. Neither of us has ever seen him before. Iâm sure he could have ended up next door just as easy.â
Branson frowned. âThatâs entirely possible. Either way, weâll need you and your wife to make an official statement down at the station. Tomorrow morning? Weâll say eight oâclock.â He pulled a business card out of his shirt pocket and held it out for me. âAsk for me.â
I took the card. Branson started walking toward the crime scene.
âDo you know who the victim is yet?â I said to his back.
Branson stopped, turned around and told me, âThat kind of information will be released at the appropriate time. See you tomorrow morning.â Then he continued towards the blinking red and blue lights, the uniforms, the milling spectators, and the news van that had just pulled up.
I followed him back to the house. Snatches of conversation billowed out: official talk, questions from reporters, cops interviewing the neighbors, conjecture about the crime. Across the street, a TV reporter live on camera. My house was dwarfed by the San Jacintos rising behind itâif it were an animal, it would have been trembling, ready to bolt. I wanted to go inside, lock the door, and never come out. But first I had to get through the rabble on my front lawn. A deputy cleared a path, and I stopped a moment before going inside.
The body was being lifted onto a stretcher. Someone hadnât zipped the body bag all the way closed. They wheeled it over to the back of the white van and slid it inside. Just before the doors were slammed shut, one of his hands slipped out. Gloved with a brown paper bag and a rubber band, it dangled over the edge of the pallet, a parting gesture that only I seemed to notice. Then the van was gone and the space it had occupied was quickly filled with people, some of them here to investigate, some to keep order, and others to package the event and sell it.
I turned away. Deirdre had cleaned up the mess on the front porch and was sitting alone in the living room. Face the Nation on TV with the sound too low. I closed the curtains and sat beside her on the couch. We didnât speak for a long while.
âWhat are you thinking about?â Deirdre finally said.
I shook my head slowly.
âI mean, I know what youâre thinking about, butâ¦â
âHow much we could get for the house. Where I would put my tools.â
She put down the remote sheâd been holding for the last twenty minutes. âWhy?â
âBeen too long in the desert,â I answered, half to myself.
âYou want to move.â
Ten years here, three of them with Deirdre. So the desert was only outside.
âNo.â
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That night was a night of release, desperate and
Brenna Ehrlich, Andrea Bartz