response of his body to the soft, fragrant female frame plastered against it all the more of a betrayal!
âLose who? Your vetâ¦?â he prompted. He took her by the shoulders and gave her an urgent little shake.
âYou canât lose what you never had and furthermore donât want! Donât you ever listen?â she demanded hotly.
âThen who or what have you lost?â
âLost my inhibitionsâit must be the wine.â
âStop laughing.â
Fine! If he preferred tears, he could have them! âLose Ben!â
âYouâre not going to lose Ben,â he soothed confidently.
Rafe always did think he knew everythingâwell, not this time! Angrily she lifted her head; tears sparkled on the ends of her spiky dark eyelashes.
âI am. Chloe wants him!â she wailed.
Rafe looked at her blankly. She wasnât making sense at allâ¦maybe she had an even lower tolerance for alcohol than heâd thought.
âI know Chloe gets what she wants,â he observed drily,
âbut on this occasion I donât think youâre obliged to say yes. You really shouldnât drink, Tessâ¦â
âYou donât understand!â
Rafe shook his head and didnât dispute her claim as haunted, anguish-filled emerald eyes fixed once more on his face.
âIâm not Benâs mother, Chloe isâ¦â Sobbing pitifully, she collapsed once more against Rafeâs chest, leaving him to digest the incredible information sheâd just hit him with.
If it was true, and he couldnât for the life of him think why sheâd lie about something like that, it was a hell of a lot to take in.
When Tess had taken leave of absence from her job as a high-powered commodities trader, heâd been as shocked as her other friends when sheâd returned afterwards complete with a baby. Compared to that, the shock had been relatively mild when sheâd walked away from the job sheâd loved after a brief, unsuccessful attempt to combine motherhood with a demanding career and moved into the cottage sheâd inherited from her grandmother.
Now she was saying she wasnât Benâs mother! She wasnât anyoneâs mother!
It was a good ten minutes before Tess was capable of continuing their discussion. Looking at her stubborn, closed-in expression as she sat with primly folded arms in the old rocking-chair, Rafe could see that talking to him was the last thing she wanted to do.
âWhy?â
âMorgan and Edward were out of the country, some jungle or other,â Tess recalled dully, speaking of her elder sister and brother-in-law who were both brilliant, but unworldly palaeontologists of international renown. They might be the first people everybody thought of consulting when a prehistoric skull was unearthed, but when it came to a pregnant daughter they wouldnât have been high on anybodyâs list.
âBesides which they would have been worse than useless even if they had been around.â
Tess chose to ignore this accurate summing-up. âChloe was five months gone before she realised and absolutely distraught when she was told it was too late toâ¦â Tess paused and looked self-consciously uncomfortable.
âShe wanted to be rid of it.â Rafe shrugged. âThat figures. She always was a selfish, spoilt brat.â
Honesty prevented Tess disputing this cruel assessment. Her elder sister and her husband always had either indulged or ignored their only child, and the product of this upbringing had turned into a stunningly beautiful but extremely self-absorbed young woman.
âA scared spoilt brat back then,â Tess snapped sharply.
âShe didnât want anyone to know about it; she made me promise. So I took her away.â
âIsnât that a bitâ¦I donât know, Victorian melodramaâ¦?â
âYouâve not the faintest idea of how weird she was acting.â Tess had