heâll love this baby.â
âIâm sure he will. What about sisters? Brothers?â
âOne sister. I can forget about any help from her.â
The uncharacteristic bitterness surprised him, especially in light of the bond he and his brother Brian had shared. âWhyâs that?â
âWe rarely see each other. I think itâs safe to say Barbara doesnât have much use for me. She has her life in California with her dentist husband and her three children. For as long as I can remember, sheâs made it clear Iâm the baby sister who made her life miserable. Never mind that weâre grown-ups now. Supposedly.â
He identified with the hurt in her voice. He knew from his own father and from Shelley what rejection felt like.
She placed Sebastian gently on the floor and stood. âIf you donât mind, Iâd like to be alone now.â
Every instinct said, hug her, but instead he nodded his head. âI understand.â
She accompanied him to the door. âThank you for coming. It helps just knowing I can talk to someone if I need to.â
He hesitated in the doorway, admiring the way she stood tall, determined, as if she could take on the world. âCall on me anytime if thereâs something I can do.â
âI will.â
He studied her coppery hair, her wide hazel eyes, her full lipsâas if heâd never seen them before. She was not only courageous, she was beautiful. âGood night,â he finally managed, turning to leave.
âGood night. And, Grant?â
He paused. âYes?â
âThe father is a good person. I knew what I was doing. But accidents happen.â She studied the floor and he knew she was going to say something more. Finally she raised her eyes. âBut this is the last time you or anyone else will hear me refer to this precious child as an âaccident.ââ
Then she came closer, stood on her toes and kissed him on the cheek. âThanks for being my friend. Now, go,â she said, gently nudging him in the small of his back.
He stood on her walkway long after she had closed the door. The night was warm, and above him a nearly full moon was on the rise, the stars hidden beyond thecity lights. The universe was as it eternally had been, its orbits fixed.
But somethingâPamâhad knocked him out of his.
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H OLDING THE BASKETBALL in the crook of his arm, Brady Showalter gaped toward the azure swimming pool, bordered by palm trees swaying in the Florida breeze. âYour momâs a fox.â
Andy Gilbert shot his friend a disgusted look. âSo?â
âItâs cool, thatâs all. My mom, all she wears are these dumpy-looking pantsuits. And I donât even wanna tell you about her swimsuit.â
Andy knew what Brady meant. His friendâs mother wasnât the hottest babe heâd ever seen. Still, it was embarrassing to have your own mother parading around the pool in her bikini, kinda like she was deliberately showing off her bod for his buddies. âGimme the ball.â
Brady bounced it to him and Andy feinted, then lofted a shot that whistled through the hoop. Diving after the rebound, he whirled and went in for a layup. âFour points!â he crowed.
âYou gonna play basketball in Texas?â
Andy banged the ball off the backboard. âYou gotta be kidding. Play for my father? No way in hell.â What was with Brady? He oughta know the last subject in the world Andy wanted to discuss was this freakinâ move to Fort Worth! It was bad enough he couldnât stay here whereâfinallyâhe wouldâve been eligible to try out for the varsity. But play for his dad? No way.
âYouâre weird, Gilbert.â Brady stole the ball from him and darted to the basket.
Andy stood, rooted. Weird. That was the truth. His whole life was weird. Mom was running off to some stupid foreign country with Harry, the biggest dork sofar of