father wanted me to stay here; he said we must get to know each other better. That pleased Craig; he hoped it meant his father was coming around. So he asked me to stay, and I did. I went to the train with him and he kissed me and said heâd be back in a week. It was there at the stationâwhere we got off the train â¦â She bent closely over the dog again. âI never saw Craig again until today.â
â Neverâ why not?â
âHe had to stay longer in Washington, two weeks, three weeks. Itâit wasnât â¦â She broke off and, after a moment said, âHis father didnât want to know me better. Alexia was here all the time, too. It wasnât very pleasant.â Her voice hardened a little and she said, âBesides, there was Nicky. Craig didnât come back, and I couldnât stay here. I went away.â She stopped, as if that was all the story.
âDo you mean to tell me you let them influence you like that? So you walked out and never returned?â
âThat wasnât all,â she said and seemed to think for a moment, arranging facts in the order which would make them clearest to me. She frowned and said: âYou see, Sarah, I couldnât stay here. So I left. But that wasnât all, because Craig gave up his job. That was why he stayed so long in Washington. He had decided to get training as a pilot. It was before the war began. I mean before we got into it, naturally â¦â
I nodded. Naturally. It had been then only a matter of weeks since Pearl Harbor.
âHe wanted to get into the air force. He hadnât talked to me about it before he went, and I understood why. It was because he knew that I would feel that he was giving up his chosen career because of me. I wouldnât have let him do it, at least, I would have tried to stop him. But, you see, he didnât know that at that time, and if he got the training he wanted he had to be unmarried. Then, and for that particular course of training, they wouldnât take a married man. He didnât know that until he applied for it. I didnât know it until Mr. Brent wrote to me and told me.â
I am not a profane woman. At the moment it was really a pity, for it left me simply nothing adequate to say. She nodded slowly, as if Iâd asked her a question. âYes,â she said. âThatâs what I did. I believed himâMr. Brent. How could I help it? He was obviously sincere about the whole thing. He wrote a letter that I wish Iâd kept. I didnât. I burned it. He said that I had wrecked Craigâs chosen career. He said that Craig now wanted to take training as a pilot and that I wasâagainâthe obstacle. He said that he regretted everything he had said to me; he said that he was ready to accept our marriageâthat is, our eventual marriage.â She stopped and took a long breath and I saw the picture complete.
It was incredible, of course. Except that women like Drue can be just that incredible.
âSo you believed him. You agreed to let bygones be bygones. And you promised to divorce Craig, let him complete his training, and then remarry.â
âThat,â said Drue, âwas the idea.â
âGood heavens, Drue!â
âI know. But then it seemed right. We had married so quickly, you see. Craig was giving up his job; and his father convinced me that the one thing he wanted was to get into the air force. Mr. Brent wasâI canât tell you how convincing he was. He asked me to forgive him for everything heâd said in anger. He said that he believed at last that Craig and I really loved each other. He said that Craig had set his heart upon becoming a pilot and getting into the army or the navy air force. He said Craig was deeply patrioticâand he is. I knew that. He said that what itâthe divorce, I meanâreally amounted to was merely a long engagement, and not very long at that. He made it