she realized that if someone did try to kidnap her, she wouldnât even know what number to call to let someone know she was being held for ransom.
âClaire.â Matt gave her a gentle shake. âSweetheart,I know how hard this must be for you. You donât remember me, the love that we shared. But I do love you. More than you can possibly imagine. All Iâm asking is that you trust me. Give me a chance. Give us a chance. Will you do that?â
âIâll try.â
He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, drew his finger gently along her cheek. âThatâs all I can ask.â
But it wasnât all that he wanted. Desire still shimmered in his eyes as he caressed her jaw, stared at her mouth. A flutter of feminine heat flickered, spilled slowly through her system. While she might not remember Matt or her life with him, on some level her body remembered him.
âTrust me,â he murmured, and pressed his lips gently against her own. He drew back a fraction, looked her in the eyes. âI know this is difficult for you, but promise me you wonât dwell on anything Delvecchio said.â When she nodded, he continued, âThatâs my girl. I want you to just concentrate on getting better. Tomorrow, when I take you home, everything wonât seem so unsettling as it does now.â
But how did she tell the man she was married to that it wasnât just the detectiveâs kidnapping theory that had the nerves knotting in her stomach? It was the prospect of going home with a husband who was for all intents and purposes a stranger to her.
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He was walking a thin line, Matt conceded as he turned the wheel of the Mercedes and headed down the street toward home. And that fine line heâd been treading since heâd made the decision not to tell Claire that they were separated seemed to be growing even finer now that he was bringing her home. Heâd managed to move back intotheir home the majority of her clothing and essentials out of the apartment sheâd lived in during the past six months. For all intents and purposes, it looked as though sheâd never been gone.
And he felt as guilty as sin for the deception.
His intentions werenât all self-serving, he reasoned in an effort to lessen the foul taste that deceit left in his mouth. If Claire knew the truth, she never would have agreed to come home with him today. Memory or no memory, she was still the same maddeningly independent person she had always been. She would rather walk through fire than ever admit she actually needed anyoneâs help. Matt sighed as he recalled what a problem that had proven to be for him in their marriage. Growing up in a close-knit and loving family, heâd always known he could turn to his family for helpâbe it financial, physical or emotional. After all, thatâs what family was all about, sharing good times and bad. It had taken him a long time to understand that Claireâs refusal to share her burdens with him had been born out of her fear of being rejected and not out of distrust.
Claire needed him now, he told himself. Someone had to take care of her, and the fact remained that she had no one else. Who better to fill the job than her husband? Because despite their separation, he was still her husbandâat least for the time being. Taking care of her was his responsibility. But more than that, it was what he wanted to do, what he needed to do. He wanted to be there for Claire. To show her that he wasnât like everyone else sheâd cared about in her lifeâready to abandon her and forget her. Most of all he wanted to prove to her that she could count on him, that they could make their marriage work because they belonged together.
And when her memory comes back? What then, Gallagher? Suppose this little plan of yours blows up in your face and she walks out on you for good?
There was the distinct possibility she would do just thatâwalk out