pieces. On top of the dresser, a yellow china dog sat, decapitated by the falling glass.
âOh, God, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry,â Dawn moaned, jumping out of bed.
âGet back in bed!â My voice was sharpened by shock. âYour bare feet!â
âIâll get a broom and clean it up,â Dawn promised, her voice tight. Her lips were working again; the look she gave me was the same mute apology sheâd given her mother when sheâd had trouble with her zipper in court.
âGet back in that bed,â I ordered. Dawn did, but her eyes still darted as though she expected an angry Linda to come through the door and scold her. âIâm sorry,â she said again.
âItâs okay,â I told her, trying to smile. My stomach was knotted in a sympathetic response it took me a moment to recognize. When I did, I had Dawnâs secret. The deepest fear a child can know: Itâs all my fault.
âOh, God,â I said, my eyes welling with tears. Of courseâDawn blamed herself for her parentsâ divorce, and the permanent custody battle had only reinforced the feeling of guilt. Now it seemed that her mother was dead and her father a suspect because of her.
I forced a laugh. âNo harm done,â I said lightly. âWhatâs seven yearsâ bad luck?â Dawn gave me a wan smile for my effort, but then we sat in silence, trying not to think about it. Finally, Dawn broke the stillness.
âHe wouldnât,â Dawn insisted. âHe said crummy things sometimes, but he didnât mean them. He was just acting out,â she explained, her voice a parody of her Aunt Marcyâs professional tone. My throat tightened as I listened.
âHe didnât mean it,â Dawn repeated. âI know he didnât.â She pleaded for my agreement.
âDetective Buttonâs a good cop,â I said seriously. âHeâll check out all the angles. Heâs not looking to pin it on anyone. If your fatherâs not guilty, heâll find out who is.â I hoped to God I was right. The problem was I could be right and so could Button. Brad Ritchie could be guilty.
Then Dawnâs agitated movement stopped and she fixed me with a calm, clear gaze. âHe was going to take me away,â she announced. âThatâs what he meant when he told Mom sheâd be sorry,â she confided. âHe was going to pick me up on Sunday for my visit with Granny, only instead of going to Bensonhurst we were going to drive all the way to Florida.â Dawnâs voice was confident, but her eyes were still pleading. âHe said I wouldnât need my clothes and stuff; heâd buy me everything new in Miami.â She looked at me expectantly, waiting for a ruling. I knew the signs. The kid was a born defender, and her lifelong client was Brad Ritchie.
Judge Jameson sighed and gave counsel for the defense what she wanted. âIâll tell Detective Button,â I promised. âIt might make a difference if he knows your father was planning to kidnap you.â I hadnât meant to use the word; my anger flared as I thought about the reality that lay behind Bradâs grandiose talk. A sorry trailer park. Dawn left alone while Brad, chronically unemployed, looked for work. Dawn trudging to school in Salvation Army castoffs. No more matches. No more coaching. No more camp. No more tennis.
âIt wasnât kid napping,â Dawn corrected sharply. âThe man is my father.â
âNo.â I agreed. âJust custodial interference. A mere misdemeanor.â The last part I said under my breath.
âWould you really have gone?â I asked aloud.
Dawn gave it serious thought. âI didnât want to move to crummy old Washington,â she said finally. I nodded; this was not news. The nod seemed to reassure her and she went on. âAnd Daddy needed me more than Mom did. Sometimes heâd get so sad when I