cordiality.â
âYou would feel no need to sweep her into your arms, shower her with kisses and pledge your undying love?â
Gray laughed. âGood Lord, no.â
âIf you are sureââ
âI am.â
âExcellent.â Win nodded. âMother left for London three days ago with instructions that when Lady Lydingham or the rest of her family arrived, Cook should prepare a basket of her best scones and cakes and biscuits to be sent to Millworth Manor as a gesture of neighborly goodwill. They are still the best in the county. Mother was a bit confused as to whether or not Lady Lydinghamâs mother and sisters would be in residence for Christmas as well, as she had heard Lady Briston and her youngest daughter were in Paris.â
Gray cast his cousin a suspicious look. âAnd?â
âAnd, according to my information, Lady Lydingham arrived yesterday. Cook has prepared the basket and it needs to be delivered.â
âAnd?â
âAnd, while I can certainly send a footman, Mother would have my head if it wasnât delivered by a family member.â
âI suspect she intended that family member to be you.â
âOnly because she didnât know you would be here. But I have a great deal to do.â Win aimed the younger man a hard look. âWhile you have been off making your fortune, I have been learning everything Father intended the two of us to shareâbusiness, finance and management of all the familyâs properties and investments. Which means I am an extremely busy man. It is an immense burden, you knowââ
âI can only imagine,â Gray murmured.
âAnd leaves me little time for social niceties.â
âProbably why you keep losing fiancées.â
âI wouldnât be at all surprised. Why, I had to practically steal the time for a ride today before you arrived. And I need you to deliver this gesture of neighborly Christmas cheer to Lady Lydingham.â
Gray stared. âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âIâd prefer not to, thatâs all.â
âWhy?â Win studied him closely. âYou said you werenât avoiding her.â
âIâm not.â
âAnd the two of you were friends long before you fell in love with her.â
âTrue enough.â
âYou said you have no lingering feelings. You have put her behind you. And should you meet, you would treat her with nothing more than polite cordiality, as one old friend encountering another.â
âI did say that, butââ
âBut?â Winâs brow rose. âUnless, of course, you didnât mean it. Unless, you still harbor feelings of affection. Unless you fear seeing her again will bring backââ
âBloody hell, Win,â Gray snapped. âIâll take the blasted basket.â
âIt is, after all, the very least you can do after abandoning me for all those years toââ
âI said Iâd do it!â
âYes, I know, but I was having so much fun.â Win cast him a triumphant grin and started for the door. âIâll tell Cook to ready the basket and you can be on your way in, oh, a quarter of an hour, I would say.â He reached the door, paused and turned back to his cousin. âRegardless of what you say, I know this will be a bit awkward for you. You havenât seen her for eleven years, and until you do, you canât truly say with any certainty that your feelings for her are completely dead.â
âRubbish,â Gray said. âThere isnât a doubt in my mind, even if there is in yours.â
Win considered him for a moment, then nodded. âExcellent. And when you return, you can help me with my plan to at last be wed by next Christmas.â
âI suspect you need all the help you can get, as you have no one in mind at the moment.â A wry note sounded in Grayâs voice.
âIt just makes it more of a