world.
Dad had taken a step back. He had his arms crossed in front of him and was scowling at his younger son.
âIâm sorry,â David said. âI thought . . . I thought I saw Mom.â â Did you?â
David bowed his head, thinking of his encounter with the woman in the room full of scared people. âNo . . . it wasnât her.â
âAnd you almost died, too, didnât you?â Dad snapped. His voice was hard, angry.
âDad!â Xander said.
âHe did! He almost died! David, am I wrong?â
David nodded his head. âYouâre right,â he said weakly. âThere was this battle . . . I was in some French town, I think. The Nazis were invading. I . . . I . . .â He shook his head.
âItâs okay,â Xander said. He was kneeling in front of David, still holding him, rubbing his back through the leather jacket.
David looked up at his father: Is it okay?
Dad held his stern composition, then softened under Davidâs gaze. He skewed his mouth into a semi-smile. He stepped forward, knelt beside Xander, and leaned in to be close to David. His big hand engulfed Davidâs shoulder.
âYou scared me,â he whispered. He blinked slowly, seeming to reselect his words. âI mean . . . I was scared for you.â
David threw his arms around his fatherâs neck. He thought he was going to cry again, but the tears didnât come. Instead, he felt Dadâs warmth, his heart beating against his chest. He felt stronger, as though drawing energy from his father.
Dad said, âWhen I was a kid, I crossed over a few times without permission.â He looked intently at David. âTwice I thought I saw my mother and, well . . . I did what you did. I just went.â
David was grateful for Dadâs telling him that. He knew how stupid he had been to just go. It was the kind of thing that would make his father take them all away from the house, regardless of Xanderâs determination to stay. It helped to know that Dad understood.
Then Dad pointed a stiff forefinger at David. âThat doesnât mean what you did is okay. It jeopardizes everything weâre trying to do. If this is how itâs going to beââ
âItâs not!â David said. âI wonât do that again. I promise.â
Dad looked at Xander, who nodded. âWell,â Dad said, âI think Iâm going to put some locks on these doors, just in case.â
âHow are we going to find Mom?â Xander asked.
âThatâs the question, isnât it?â Dad said.
âWe are going to find her,â Xander said.
Dad squeezed his knee. âI said we would.â
Xander stood. He slapped David on the leg. âCome on,â he said. âWeâve got other rooms to check.â
Davidâs mouth dropped open. Did his brother really believe he was up to doing anything other than collapsing in a heap? Trying not to whine, he started, âXanââ
âThey can wait, Xander,â Dad said. âLook at Dae. Heâs ready to fall over. We were up all nightâToria screaming about seeing the man in her room, then . . . Mom. And none of us has slept since then.â
Xander said, âYou crash. Iâm going to find Mom.â
Dad stepped close to him. âXander, I know how you feel. But you have to bring it down a few notches. Your heartâs probably beating a thousand times a minute. Your mindâs racing. I know, I can see it in your eyes, in the way youâre acting. Keep it up, and you wonât be around long enough to find your mother.â
Xander made an exasperated noise and started to turn away, but Dad grabbed his arm.
âI mean it,â Dad said. âThis isnât a sprint, Xander. Itâs a marathon. If we use up all our energy at the beginning, we wonât cross the finish line. Pace yourself, son.â
Xander looked ready to fight. Then David saw the wisdom of