nice of you to include me,â said PJ.
âYour mother seemed very happy to give permission,â said Mom. âShe sounded lovely on the phone.â
âYour dad?â Stepdad pulled slowly out of the parking lot, squinting at PJ in the rearview. Starkey thought his nose was twitching.
âMy dad? Heâs on TV, travels a lot.â
Stepdad glared at Starkey in the rearview. Starkey bit his lip so he wouldnât laugh out loud. He loved to pull the stepchain.
Mom turned in her seat. Her voice rose and fell in an oscillating wave, the highs like screeching brakes, the lows like the growls of animals trapped in a stinking circus cage. The sounds hammered him against the back of the seat.
âYooooooo can help usssssssss find a tiiiiieeeee for Rich-chard.â
âIâd love toooooooooo.â
Starkey tried to shake his head, but it felt locked in place. It was getting hard to breathe. He never thought Mom was Legion before, but now he wondered.
That helped. Wondering.
Centered him.
Caught his breath.
Stepdad said, âYo! Locs ânâ Bagelsâ newest cut.â
âHe just loves this group.â Mom rolled her eyes until only the whites showed, then they turned black. âHe invented them.â She rubbed Stepdadâs thigh while he drove and hummed along.
Starkey hated to see that. So he thought instead about Sonny on the morning TV shows, hollow eyed when they brought him back from his midnight run. Dad might have looked like that before he crashed.
If Sonny had been driving instead of runningâ¦
They started talking again once the song was over, but he tuned it out. PJ started rubbing his thigh the same way Mom rubbed Stepdadâs, but he blocked thinking about that by thinking about Sonny.
Sonny wouldnât give any interviews, but Elston Hubbard, that fat snake, gave dozens, spinning the same story over and over, how Sonny had been so shamed by his performance against Crockett that he needed to take a ritualcleansing run into the desert to purge the evil spirits in preparation for his next defense, against Floyd (The Wall) Hall. In all the TV interviews, the phony Indian, Red Ugly, was right behind him, nodding all the way. The sportscasters didnât have the guts to ask them why they had to send helicopters and police cars after Sonny. Or even to follow up on Hubbardâs story that he had been drugged. Hubbard owned them, too.
Sonny was battling evil spirits all right, but you need more than a little run in the desert to defeat them. Hang in there, Sonny. Iâm on my way.
He felt calmer by the time they got to the bottom of the long driveway, calm enough not to feel the windmill in his chest that usually started turning when the white stone mansion loomed into sight. The first time the town cops drove him home, whacked out of his mind behind the steel grate in the backseat of the cruiser, heâd yelled, âWelcome to the slammer.â He had never again looked at the big house on the reservoir without thinking he was being returned to prison.
âWhat a lovely house,â cried PJ.
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The housekeeper opened the door and hugged himââReee-chid, I miss youââand bustled him inside. Lunch was waiting at the pool, plates and silver and linen napkins in ivory rings. At the Family Place they ate like animals, with their hands. Food tastes better when youâre not self-conscious, he thought. Maybe thatâs why so many rich girls are anorexic and bulimic, their parents are so hung up on table manners. It screws up the food and then it screws you up.
PJ hummed and oohed over everything but mostly pushed her food around the plate. Stepdad was on two cell phones through lunch. He kept apologizing, but he was in the process of forcing some record-store chain to put Locs ânâ Bagels posters in their windows or heâd cut them out of some other deal and maybe eat their children.
Starkey thought, Why am I
Lauren Stern, Vijay Lapsia