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or anything. It's a mess over there and it'll need some cleaning up...." The girl was unprepared for the response.
    Jordan's eyes narrowed suspiciously and flashed. She stepped forward, invading the teenager's space, only stopping when she was a fraction of an inch from the girl. Emerald eyes bored into frightened blue. "Why are you doing this?" she demanded harshly.
    Sonny had a hard time thinking, those eyes demanding an answer, the woman's breath soft against her face. She swallowed convulsively as she rallied her thoughts. "I just.... I just thought you needed a place to crash," she whispered. "And you're a Warlord, now. Warlord's stick together." Her heart was pounding in her chest, wondering what this strange woman was going to do.
    "Warlord's stick together." A puzzled look crossed Jordan's face. She stepped back a bit, giving the girl breathing room, amused at the obvious slump of relief. You're a Warlord now. Wouldn't do for the new guitarist to be rolled in an alleyway or something. Kinda defeats the purpose, doncha think? She studied the pale eyes across from hers in speculation. Finally coming to a decision, she said with a faint smirk, "So, what's this room over the garage look like...?"
     
    Oct 2, 1998
    Whew! Well, I'm still alive, though I had my doubts earlier this afternoon! That Jordan is a real pistol, as my dad would say. Between Tom and I we were able to talk her into staying in the room over the garage. She insisted on paying rent and all, but it's not much - she'll be making plenty to cover it with the band. And it'll be nice to have another female here to back me up against my bratty brother!
    Seriously, though, I was a little scared there for a minute. Thought for sure she was gonna take me out! And all I did was offer her a place to stay! Wow! Must be what happens when you spend too much time on the streets. I don't think she's had much in the way of family life. I kind of wonder how long she's been out there.... (Excuse me while I shudder.)
    Well, last night's party was an absolute bust. I've forever ruined any chances of dating for the rest of my life. I kneed Jay in the nuts because he was getting too pushy. He might be a jerk, but he's still a cute one. Don't think I'll have to worry about the senior prom in a couple of years. Hell, I don't think I need to worry about the Christmas Dance this year! sigh My social life is ruined!
    Why are boys such jackasses sometimes?
     
    Black
    Sevendust
    Voices call, call out my name.. my name ..my name.
    They say I'm different, that I'm not the same ..same.
    You say you want to be like me.
    Well, boy, let me tell you, you don't know what I see.
    They say the devil is in my soul -
    I promise not to let him take control.
    Shadows follow so close behind me.
    I look in the mirror , I don't like what I see.
    Woah! God can't you help me get outta' here!
    I feel like I'm living deep in hell.
     
    Chapter 2
    Sweet Sixteen
    Bottom
    Tool
    My compassion is broken now.
    My will is eroded now.
    And my desire is broken now.
    And it makes me feel ugly.
    I'm on my knees and burning.
    My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
    So smell my soul is burning.
    I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
    And I have swallowed the poison you feed me.
    Well, I survive on the poison you feed me and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
    It makes me feel ugly and dead inside.
    Shit adds up at the bottom.
    If I let you, you would make me destroy myself.
    In order to survive you, I must first survive myself.
    And I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you.
    There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you.
    I have gone to greath lengths to expand my threshold of pain.
    I will use my mistakes against you -there's no other choice.
    I'm Shameless now and Nameless now,
    I'm Nothing now and No One now.
    But my soul must be iron because my fear is naked.
    I'm naked and fearless and my fear is naked.
    Sonny poured herself another cup of coffee and