monogrammed travel bag that Sarahâs father had bought her when she traveled with him to the opening ceremony for the first California railway station on the line. Land, that childâs excitement before the trip was contagious. Sheâd laid her best dresses in the trunk at the foot of her bed.
âImagine,â the girl had said with a sigh as she twirled around, a green silk evening gown clutched to her chest, flaming hair in wild disarray. âJust imagine all the prospects! Handsome young cowboys with spurs and guns. Dangerous men on fast horses.â Pausing, Sarah had carefully laid the dress with the others. âI know heâs there, Wadsy. He has to be. I couldnât bear coming home without having met my future husband.â
âCalifornia ainât Boston, doll. Menfolk out there ainât seen a woman in years. Dirty, nasty men ainât gonna touch my baby girl.â
âOh, Wadsy, Iâll never get married if the man has to meet your and Papaâs standards. I think itâll be wildly exciting out West!â
But, as always, Sarah had returned unbetrothed.
Wadsy picked up the untouched tray, worried now. Mr. Livingston was gonna be powerful upset when he learned that Sarah was missing. She dreaded telling him that his daughterâs bed wasnât slept in the night before, partly because of the news itself and partly because she knew she would be reprimanded for taking tea to the pouting girl.
âBaby girl, youâre gonna get your mammy in a mess of trouble,â she muttered, closing the door behind her. âA whole mess of trouble.â
Chapter Four
L owell started at Wadsyâs knock, his leather chair squeaking. âWhat is it?â he asked, swiveling to face her. The nanny came in, carrying a tray of biscuits and tea. âHas Sarah come out of her room yet?â
âNo, sir, she ainât.â
âAhâ¦tea. Thank you, Wadsy, but Iâm busy.â He turned back to the mound of papers littering the desktop.
She set the tray on the polished desk and wrung her hands in her apron. âI know you ainât gonna like this, butâ¦sheâs gone.â
Lowell kept writing. âWhoâs gone?â
âI know I wasnât supposâta go up, but I did, and the window was open and the bed ainât been slept in all night.â
Sighing, Lowell looked up. Sarahâs rebellion was hardly newsworthy. The chit sorely tested his patience, but he refused to give in to this recent show of defiance. He shuffled a stack of papers for a moment and then irritably shoved them aside. There were days when he would give his railroad to have Laverne back to deal with their only child.
âWhere is she this time, Wadsy? Should I send Abe over to her cousin Eleanorâs to see if sheâs hiding out there?â
âI donât know, sir. Do ya think sheâda left for good? She was powerful upset.â
âCertainly not. Sheâs just out of sorts.â He ran a finger along the inside of his heavily starched collar. âI canât buy her a proper husband, soI canât make her happy. She has to settle down and have patience until the right man comes along.â
He glanced at the nanny, who had been staring at the tray since sheâd set it on the table.
âGive her until evening. If she doesnât come home by then, weâll start looking.â He reached for a pencil. âTake the tray when you leave. Iâm not hungry.â
âSirâ¦you didnât touch your breakfast this morning. A body got to eatâ¦â
âRun along, Wadsy. We both have work to do.â
Picking up the tray, the old woman shuffled toward the doorway. Before she could leave, Lowell spun the chair back to face her.
âIâve tried, Wadsy. The good Lord knows Iâve tried.â His face crumpled, bravado slipping. âWhat more can I do?â
âYouâre a good papa, sir. Baby