creamed potatoes too.â
âBut the doctor done saidââ
âDonât remind me of the doctor! I know what the doctor says. He wants me to starve to death, thatâs what he wants. Go on, now, Abe, and tell Will to not be stingy with the butter on those sandwiches.â
âYes, sir. Slather on the butter. Be buildinâ a pine box tomorrow,â the old servant grumbled, turning around to leave.
When the door had closed, Lowell reached for a picture that sat on his desk. He felt the tension ease from his face. âAh, Laverne, what am I going to do? Weâve sired an outlaw. I do my best, but Sarahâs stubborn streak would put yours to shame. It doesnât matter what I do or say or buy for her. Our daughter is intent on ruining her life.â
Memories flooded him as he traced the outline of the ornate silver frame, softly chuckling to himself. Sarah and her mama were two peas in a pod. Laverne had the same red hair, fiery spirit, and ornery zest for life. Many a time Lowell had thrown his young, sassy wife over his shoulder and carried her around the house, singing âAmazing Graceâ at the top of his lungs until her temper cooled. They would have a good laugh, and then sheâd look at him with Sarahâs wide, trusting eyes and all would be well. One time Laverne had sat up three nights in a row nursing a sickly newborn kittenâshe wouldnât hear of giving up on the runt of the litter. No one had been more surprised than Lowell when the weak little animal made it. Laverne had named the kittenPertinacity before exhaustion overtook her and she collapsed in Lowellâs arms. Heâd carried her and the cat to bed, where they had both slept twenty-four hours through.
Yes, Laverne had spunk. That was what heâd loved about her.
Much as he hated to admit it, Sarah came by hers naturally.
âAh, Laverne,â he whispered. âI miss you, olâ gal.â Absently placing a two-fingered kiss on the frame, he strode to the double doors and opened them.
âAbe! Iâm not waiting a minute longer! Get me those Pinkerton detectives. That girlâs gone too far this time!â
Chapter Five
G usty wind greeted Sarah as she stepped from the train at Tall Timbers station. It snatched a lock of red hair from its clip and sent it flying above her head. She tried unsuccessfully to rein it in while holding her skirts. Her gaze skimmed the bustling town.
The knot in her stomach painfully tightened. She couldnât do this. Last night she realized that she couldnât pretend to marry a manâtake vows before God and live in sin. She couldnât perpetrate the fraud. Butâ¦she was here, and Walker McKay was expecting a bride.
The platform teemed with activityâmothers and fathers greeting returning children; sweethearts embracing, caught up in the moment of blissful reunion, unashamed of their public displays of affection. Families bumped against cattle ranchers and farmhands apparently waiting for supply shipments.
Stepping from the bottom stair onto the ground, she searched the milling crowd, her heart fluttering like a trapped sparrow. Her eyes swept the area for Walker McKay. Lucy couldnât provide a physical description of the man beyond the possibility of disfigurement from his recent accident. Sarahâs eyes leapt from face to face, trying to match the features sheâd formed in her mindâfrail, perhaps in a wheelchair. She would just have to tell the truth about her identity and hope that he understood. Her cheeks warmed. What reasonable man would approve of such a silly act?
A man wearing a gun in a holster slung low and heavy from his belt made his way through the crowd, his eyes searching the platform. His cragged features were ringed in dust, his clothes spattered withâSarah recoiledâwas that horse dung? When his gaze locked on her, he offered a tobacco-stained grin.
Her worst fears were