morning? Iâvejust come home and I need to make some dinner. Iâm starving.â
âYouâre always starving. God knows where you put it, although you could stand to gain a few pounds. In the right places, of course. You will give Laura a call, wonât you?â Jean was nothing if not persistent. And con sistent. Sheâd been on about Haileyâs weight, or lack of it, for years, as if the proper diet would pump up her boobs to a 36C and shorten her nose.
A wave of irritation washed over Hailey. She could probably tell her mother she was dying, and Jean would wonder what effect it was going to have on Laura. It had always been Laura, but then, in all fairness, Laura was the daughter who looked like Jean, whose values coincided with her own. They actually had serious discussions about things like leg waxing and facials and anti-aging cream.
Hailey wondered sometimes if the balance of attention would have been more even if her father had lived, but Ed Bergstrom had thoughtlessly died of a heart attack when she was eleven, leaving her alone with an alien species.
âIâm worried, Hailey. Do you think maybe sheâs sick or something and just doesnât want to tell us?â
âSheâs fine, Mom.â Hailey heaved an exasperated sigh. âSheâd tell you if anything was wrong with her.â
But Hailey wasnât fine. She was starving, and her mother wasnât giving up. God, anything for a little peace and some food.
âLook, Mom, Iâll call her. Not tonight, but soon.And yes, Iâll try to get her to talk to me about whatâs bothering her.â
She hung up and muttered in a sarcastic tone, âAnd how are you, Hailey? Whatâs going on in your life? Any news about that adoption thing yet?â
The truth was, not much new was going on in her life, so maybe it was a good thing Jean didnât care enough to ask.
She didnât really believe that, Hailey admitted as she put water on to boil for pasta and found some fresh garlic and the jar of sun-dried tomatoes in the fridge, but it was some comfort.
It was better not to have Jean prying into her life, she told herself as she pulled wilted spinach out of the vegetable bin and tore it up for salad. What if she got on that kick again about finding Hailey a nice guy and getting her married off? Jean had driven her nuts about it there for a while two or three years ago. Sheâd tried to line Hailey up with the least likely candidates: loser sons of the people who worked with Jean in the doctorâs office; patients, for Godâs sake; even a dentist Jean had gone to for a root canal. The dentist hadnât been bad in bed, but after a while Hailey got sick of hearing about molars and incisors and bicuspids, especially right after sex.
Thankfully Jean had given up.
Not that Hailey had done any better on her own. Her last date had beenâ¦when? She calculated in her head. It would be about six months ago now, and even at the time, she knew Norman Patino wasnât anybodyâs idea of an eligible bachelor. But he wasmale and alive and breathing, and heâd shown some interest in her.
But then sheâd gotten to know him better. Or worse. It was one thing for a guy to be overweight and baldingâthat she could overlook. After all, she was no beauty queen herself. But for him to also be arrogant, self-centered and downright cheap was too much even for somebody who was desperate.
And she had been desperate when she dated Norman, Hailey thought as she assembled her meal and sat down at the kitchen table to eat it. Sheâd been going through a spell when she wanted to get married and have a family so badly she was willing to compromise in all sorts of ways. But even she had limits. Norman bored her cross-eyed and expected her to pay for dinner once too often, and sheâd finally realized she was worth more than the compromises sheâd been making. It had been satisfying
Carmen Caine, Madison Adler