one.
âWe danced all night long.â
âKeshayno. Iâm trying to sleep.â
âThen after we were married, we went skinny dipping up the Albany,â Papa said.
âCome on, Keshayno.â
âI remember your skin was so smooth in the water. It felt like a pebble baked in the sun.â
âKeshayno. There are kids around. They can hear you.â
âNo they canât. We should do that again,â Papa said.
âIn the snow?â
âIn the spring.â
âOh, Keshayno. Things are different now,â Mama said.
âBut they donât need to be.â
âYes they do.â
âWhatâs so different?â
âEverything.â
âWhat?â
âThereâs Rita ⦠and â¦â
âRita would have wanted this.â
âKeshayno. She was a baby. She certainly didnât want her parents swimming naked.â
âYou know what I mean.â
Next morning, Papa made us some hot tea and bannock, and then he went to see the Hudsonâs Bay Company store manager. He came back and cooked us some lunchâmoose meat with onions. We ate on the floor. Papa finished first and cleared his throat.
âI spoke to the manager. Itâs going to cost me a thousand dollars to get the roofing tile for the extension to the house.â
âI see,â Mama said.
âThatâs not good,â Papa said.
âNo,â Mama said.
âI mean, we already have debt at the Hudsonâs Bay store.â
âI know.â
âWe should probably head out to the bush soon.â
âGive me time, Keshayno. We will be fine.â
âHow do you know?â
âFather Lavois told me.â Father Lavois was the head priest in the parish of Fort Albany.
âHim?â he said. âWhat does he know?â
âHe knows.â
âYou trust his word over a manitou?â
âYes,â she said. âYes, I do.â
TWO
âCan I come? Can I come trapping?â Alex asked. Papa and I were standing by the door of our house. Alex was still sitting on his bed of moosehide and blankets.
âNo,â Papa said.
âItâs not fair! Ed got to go last time.â
âHeâs bigger.â
âSo?â
âWell, youâre not old enough yet.â
âYes I am. Iâm five.â
Papa shook his head. âThis one,â he said, gesturing toward Alex. âWhat a handful. I donât know where he gets it from.â
âProbably from you,â Mama said. âYou used to be like that when you were younger.â
It was spring and Papa and I were going trapping. I was already seven, but Papa said I still wasnât big enough, so I watched him as he opened the trap and fastened it to the log that went into the water.
I knew that Papa wanted to put his traps farther afield since the traps heâd set around here hadnât yielded much. Iâd tried to talk tohim about it and heâd said that it was out of his hands, and when Iâd pushed, he had become quiet.
Outside the morning sun bounced on the last ice covering the puddles. Shadows of cloud slithered across worn grass. The first patches of green were sprouting up in the muskeg. We walked silently, until we got to the edge of town.
âWhich way is the wind blowing, Ed?â
âWest!â I said and pointed.
âGood boy.â
Then we came to a depression in the soil that looked like two giant teardrops.
âWhat do you think made that?â he said.
âThatâs easy. Itâs a moose.â
âHow old is it?â
âI dunno.â
âFeel the soil. Is it fresh?â
âYeah, I guess.â
âLook at the grass around the footprint. Is it still flattened? Or has it started to bounce back up?â
âItâs already fully up.â
âThat means the animal was here two or three days ago. If the grass has just started to rise, itâs less than a