here.â
âI do? Sâpose youâre right. So what have you got for me?â he said.
Papa pulled out the marten furs. They were the size of lean cats.
âTheyâre beauties, these ones,â the man said.
âYessir.â
âAnything else?â
âNo sir,â Papa replied.
âDo you know the size of your debt?â
âYessir.â
âWhat is it?â
âFour hundred and twenty dollars and fifteen cents. Thatâs without the roofing tile.â
âAnd how much you think youâll get for a marten?â
âI dunno. I heard prices were up.â
âYou heard wrong, Abraham.â
âWell, how much then?â
âI can give you thirty dollars each.â
âThirty dollars! Thatâs eight dollars less than last week. Why the sudden drop?â
âToronto isnât buying right now.â
âAll right, then,â Papa said. âCan you give me some sugar and lard?â
âNo. There are new rules. The company is asking everyone to pay off their existing debts before getting new supplies.â
âI have children,â Papa said.
âYes, I know.â
âWe are hungry.â
âYou and everyone else in this town. What am I supposed to do?â
âYou are supposed to help us.â
âI am just doing my job, Mr. Metatawabin. Companyâs orders.â
âHowâd it go?â Mama asked as soon as we opened the door.
âNot bad,â Papa replied.
âDid you get the lard?â
âUh ⦠no.â
âWhy not.â
âI forgot.â
âYou forgot?â
âYes.â
âWhat about the sugar?â
âNo. Not that either.â
âSo what did you get?â
âActually I didnât get anything.â
âWhat? Why not?â
âI have too much debt.â
âWhat are you talking about? You said it was under control.â
âNo, I didnât. I said we have to follow the teachings of the manitou. If we do as he says, the Great Creator will provide.â
âProvide?! How will the Great Creator take care of us? Heâs not helping any of us. The animals are getting less and less. We get less money for the furs too.â
âWe have to be patient. Donât rush things. Let Gitchi Manitou take care of things.â
âYou and your Gitchi Manitou! Whatâs he going to do? He didnât take care of Rita!â
Mamaâs mouth looked very big and her voice was getting louder, but there was a breathy, pleading note underneath her anger. Papa was the same as ever, gruff and direct, but he too looked worried that everything would fall down. And so they went back and forth, to and fro, getting even louder. I remembered the story of the fight between the jackfish and the bull moose, the Lord of the Water vs. the God of the Land, who pulled and pushed, the water swelling around them, the currents rising and falling, until the conflict took on a momentum of its own and became part of the landscape, creating the tides and laying down the pattern of things to come.
During the season of
nipin
, when the sun beats down and the black-flies are at their thickest, Mama started going to see Father Lavoismore often. He was an influential man, and told her things she held close to her heart. I didnât know the full extent of his powers, but everyone acted as if his words could stop a bullet. Like he had special magic, more potent than the shamans that Papa told me about, and who existed before I was born.
Iâd never met a shaman. But Iâd heard stories about them through the moccasin telegraph. It was said that they knew how to cure sickness. They had special powers, like being able to fix a broken leg or cool a man who was sweating and hot all over. Some said they could read peopleâs minds. And see into the future. They got some of their knowledge by crossing over the
apeteyo
, the veil that divides the
personal demons by christopher fowler