room. Because Mr. Turner had been right about one thing. It had been selfishness on her fatherâs partâpure, utter selfishnessâto lie to her mother, to pretend to marry her, to beget offspring heâd known were legally unable to inherit.
âNone of that tepid stuff, now,â he warned her.
The water was room temperature against her wrist, but she had no desire to send down to the icehouse. In fact, in her current guise as lowly nurse, she might have to go herself. She poured the liquid as it was, a tiny act of defiance, proof that inside she was still Lady Anna Margaret. She wasnât some nameless bastard servant in a great house, to be ordered about at whim.
She leaned over the Duke of Parford and held the glass to his lips.
âPfaw,â he protested, and water dribbled down his chin.
But he drank, and she raised a handkerchief to his face and dabbed away the excess moisture.
If some unknowing artist had glanced at this tableau, he might have titled it Father and Daughter. He might have captured the fine weave of the linen she used to dab excess moisture away, the comforting touch of her hand on his shoulder. Every perfunctory detail he might see, and render on his emotional palette as a gesture of love.
It wasnât, not anymore. Margaret had loved her father once. Perhaps she still did. But at the moment, she could not find any trace of that emotion. What was left?
Duty. Honor. Obligation. Maybe just a perverse desire to demonstrate to her father: See? This is how you go about not betraying your family. She would show him. She didnât need to be received as nobility to be noble.
If everything else had been stolen away, that much of her, at least, remained.
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A SH EXITED P ARFORDâS SICKROOM only to discover a procession lying in wait for him. The housekeeper, a Mrs. Benedict, introduced herself. She was accompanied by Smith, the majordomo, and a Mr. Dunridge, who was apparently the land steward. In the finest of old traditions, he was going to be Shown About and made to appreciate what he stood to inherit.
It wasnât hard to show suitable enthusiasm. Parford Manor was a beautifully maintained house. It seemed lived in without being ragged. Even the parquet floors had an understated beauty, the sort of luminous glow that came from years of beeswax and care.
The manor was even older than that long-ago splitbetween the Turners and the Dalrymples, he mused as he was led outside into the formal gardens. The grass was green and springy beneath his feet. No lawn a mere decade old could ever achieve that complacent health. It seemed not just a bit of turf, but an entire organism, spread before him.
His many times great-grandfather had once been lord here. The man had perhaps once walked upon this very path. He might have turned this selfsame corner, around the long, low holly, and seen the slow roll of the river beyond.
A bit daunting, that history. When he was a boy, his father had taught him about his noble relations, as if that ancient history somehow made him special, more interesting than other mill ownersâ children. But that happy accident, that divergence from nobility all those great-grandfathers ago, hadnât done any of the Turners much good. It hadnât fed them or clothed them. Fortunes had come, and fortunes had been given away in mindless acts of insane charity.
Now, Ash stood on the cusp of the dukedom. Heâd vowed he would care for his dependentsâevery one of them, from Mrs. Benedict, who continually stopped to reaffix her cap with pins that kept sliding from her gray hair, down to the last maid toiling over a copper kettle in the scullery.
Parford had, of course, got the matter completely backwards.
Yes, heâd thought of revenge. But thoughts of cold vengeance had given way to stark reality. There was no use trading eyes for eyes, when heâd been able to provide for his brothers by trading rubies instead.
Ancient history,