Not yet. I barely knew her; we had only met two days ago. I had spent maybe an hour with her on Monday and barely a few minutes today, yet here she was, resuscitating my heart.
“Your welcome, Tagg. The color is returning to your face. Are you feeling better?”
“I am. You know, I don’t need to cancel my session. I’m good.” I didn’t want her to leave and if she wasn't training me, what reason could I give to ask her to stay?
“Well, considering what I just witnessed, I think it’d be best if we avoided any heavy weight-training today. Why don’t we start by taking a walk?”
A walk with an angel? Me? “Sure. Let me just get dressed.” Since I still was in my boxer’s and nothing else, it was a good idea to dress before going outside.
“Great. I’ll wait for you in the living room.”
I couldn’t deny it, I was extremely nervous. I knew she was just my personal trainer, but there was something about Mara that brightened my mood.
I swiftly yanked on a pair of gray sweats, a white t-shirt and my ruddy, old sneakers. I made a mental note to buy a new pair. The last time I bought anything other than beer or junk food must have been over a year or two ago; I couldn’t remember. Brushing my teeth, I took a look in the mirror and paused. Ready or not, my soul was resurfacing and I was going to have to re-enter the world.
“Are you all set, Tagg?” Mara had put on a pink baseball cap while I was getting dressed. She looked adorable with her ponytail pulled through the hole in the back of the hat.
“I’m all set. I have to warn you, I haven’t walked much farther than the distance from the refrigerator to my recliner. I hope you’re certified in CPR.” After the scene in my bedroom, I thought Mara deserved an untroubled companion to walk with around the lake.
Mara gave a big smile as she let out a slight laugh. “Don’t worry about it, Tagg, you’ll be fine. And, yes, I am certified in CPR, so feel free to pass out when the whim hits.”
She was funny, too. I let my hand sweep across her back as I led the way out the door. Even though the moment was short, the charge that ran up my arm to my heart was fierce; I briefly hoped she had felt it too. “Why don’t we take a walk on the boardwalk, instead of around the lake? I’ll drive.” I opened the passenger side door of my Honduras Maroon ’62 Corvette Convertible for Mara and then closed it for her once she was in. It felt good to act chivalrous. I drove the few minutes to the boardwalk and parked. The ride was quiet, but I wasn’t too worried. Mara seemed comfortable with silence. Once we reached the boardwalk, I let Mara take the lead. She was the trainer, after all. We started off walking at a pretty slow pace. It was embarrassing to think what she might have thought of my fitness level; I was somewhere over two-hundred pounds. But, she never outwardly seemed to pass judgment on that.
“Lake Mohawk is pretty, Tagg. What made you decide to move up here? I remember reading that you were a Jersey shore man.” I could tell Mara was a little nervous, but she was doing a good job at keeping the mood light.
“My heart wasn’t in it anymore. I had read about Lake Mohawk online. Moving up to the country seemed alluring, yet I wasn’t quite ready for farmland. I thought this place was a good compromise. It has a boardwalk, after all.” I joked.
Mara gave her big smile with that slight laugh again. “Somehow, you don’t seem the farmer type.”
“No? You can’t see me in a pair of overalls?” My goodness, what was I thinking? Why would I want her to picture me in a pair of overalls, with my huge gut sticking out? I was flirting as if I were that lithe, rock and roll guy, still.
Mara was polite; I hadn’t doubted she would be. “I think you can be anything you want to be, Tagg.”
“Yeah, well, I don’t