trail,â this friend said in an interview. âBill insisted any way, and he approached Dean Ornish [the founder of the nonprofit Preventive Medicine Research Institute in Sausalito, California] to help find a suitable doctor. Ornish has been close to the Clintons for twenty years. It was he who put Bill on a plant-based vegan diet. And he might become surgeon general if Hillary gets into the White House.â
Billâs worst fear was that Hillary would stumble physically or fall at a critical moment in the campaign and reveal that she wasnât up to handling the job of commander in chief. One night in their bedroom at Chappaqua, he gently approached the question of how the presidential campaign was affecting her health.
âBill told me that he tiptoed into the dangerous territory of suggesting that maybe Hillary should rethink whether she had the physical stamina to take on the tortures of a presidential campaign,â said one of Billâs closest friends. âHillary blew up and said, âYouâre acting like a fucking quitter and a loser. Youâre projecting your own health problems onto me. Iâm not dying.â
âBill raised both hands in surrender and said, âDonât shoot,ââ the friend continued. âHillary had a hairbrush in her hand, and Bill was afraid she was going to throw it at him. But she restrained herself with great effort.
âHe wants her to be president, but he doesnât want her to kill herself doing it. He told me he has tried to bring up the subject with Chelsea, thinking that she would share his concern about her motherâs health. But Chelsea has her motherâs determination and passion to go on no matter what the cost. There is no way that Bill is going to get any help from her.â
It was a short distance from the Chappaqua house to Billâs home office, which was located in a converted red barn. However, after the crisis meeting with Podesta, Carville, and Begala, Bill didnât feel well enough to make it to the barn on his own. He climbed into a golf cart and, with Hillary and her friends keeping pace beside him, scootered over to the barn. It was full of his favorite books and souvenirs from his travels, including an incongruous cigar-store Indian.
After a while, another old Clinton hand, Donna Shalala, made an appearance. A tiny, energetic woman with close-cropped hair, Shalala had served as the secretary of health and human services under President Clinton, and then transitioned into a career as president of the University of Miami. She was known as a tough, no-nonsense manager, and Hillary had asked her to take over as the Clinton Foundationâs new president and chief executive. The previous president of the foundation had quit in disgust over its dubious practices.
âDonna was one of Hillaryâs closest friends and most trusted operators,â said a source with knowledge of Shalalaâs appointmentas head of the foundation. âThey had served together on the board of the Childrenâs Defense Fund. Hillary was sorry that Donna had stayed as long as she had at the University of Miami, because Hillary was convinced that the chaos at the foundation wouldnât have happened if Donna had been in charge.
âHillary hoped that Donna would crack the whip and set things right again,â the source continued. âShe was convinced that the Obamas would like nothing better than to see the foundation go down in flamesâand her reputation with it. Privately, among a few very close friends, Hillary admitted that things were even worse at the foundation than had been reported in the Times and elsewhere. It was a hell of a mess.â
Bill was extremely fond of Donna, too, but he had opposed her appointment. He saw it as an unwanted intrusion into the affairs of his personal enterprise. He didnât make a distinction between himself and the foundation; they were one and the same to him.