to what I can do. It is hard sometimes to . . . tune out.â
âIs that all she was thinking about?â
The question comes from Mark. Iâm not sure how long heâs been awake and listening to our conversation. He looks at Ella with desperate hope, and I notice that his lower lip shakes. Ella looks back at him coolly, and I wonder if some emotional wiring got fried during her encounter with Legacy.
âWhat do you really want to ask me, Mark?â Ella says calmly.
âI . . . nothing. Itâs not important,â Mark replies, looking back down at the floor.
âYou crossed her mind, too, Mark,â Ella says.
Mark swallows hard when he hears this and nods, trying not to show any emotion. Studying Ella, Iâm notsure if sheâs telling the truth or just trying to make Mark feel better. Her electric eyes are unreadable.
âWeâre here,â Lexa announces over the intercom. âIâm bringing us down.â
Lexa lands the ship in a wide-open field next to a small log cabin. Looking out the window at the place, itâs hard to believe that this is where the government is planning its counterattack against the Mogadorians. I guess thatâs sort of the point. With the sun just beginning to rise over Lake Erie, pink flares of light bend across the surface of the water. Itâs a tranquil scene and would look totally like some hippie yoga retreat if not for the presence of the armed soldiers and their Humvees camouflaged in the tree line.
There are two groups waiting for us outside the cabin and, even in my rattled state, itâs easy to read the situation based on the distance between the factions. The first group is our peopleâJohn, Sam, Nine, Malcolm, and a girl who I recognize from Ellaâs telepathic summit but whose name I donât know. Behind them, separated by about thirty yards, is a contingent of military personnel who watch our ship with keen interest. It seems to me that even though the military is working together with the Garde, theyâre still very much keeping an eye on us. Together, but apart.
In that group of soldiers, I recognize Agent Walker. As I watch, she nervously stubs out a cigarette and turns to answer a question posed by the older man standing next toher. Heâs clearly in charge. The guy sports a silver buzz cut and a leathery tan, like they just pulled him away from the golf course. He looks like one of those senior citizens whoâs still out there running marathons, all rigid posture and stringy muscles. He wears formal military attire covered with a stupid amount of medals. Heâs surrounded by a half dozen soldiers with assault riflesâfor our protection, Iâm sure. Two guys in his retinue stand out; theyâre twins if Iâm not mistaken, and look to be about my age, too young to really be enlisted soldiers, although they wear the starched light-blue uniforms of cadets.
I observe all this during the few seconds it takes Lexa to extend the exit ramp and power down the ship. Surveying our surroundings is a good distraction, a way to avoid looking at John. His face is a mask, his gaze icy, and I still havenât figured out what the hell Iâm going to say to him.
Our battle-ravaged group slowly walks down the ramp. I hear mutterings from our military observers and canât help noticing the cringing looks on our friendsâ faces. Weâre covered in blood and dirt, beat up, exhausted. Plus, Ella is giving off that faint glow of Loric energy. We look like hell.
Malcolmâs got a gurney, and he pushes it across the grass to meet Adam, who is carrying Marina in his arms. It takes me a second to notice that Mark hasnât gotten off the ship; heâs staying with Sarahâs body.
Before I can stop him, Sam has me wrapped in a hug. Only when his arms are around me do I realize how badly Iâm shaking.
âYouâre all right now,â he whispers into my tangled mop of