know!â
Northcote shook his head, gesturing for another whisky. There was a tremble in his hand of which Carver hadnât been aware before. Donât over-interpret, Carver told himself. âGeorge?â
âThey know itâs all over,â insisted Northcote. âThey want all the files and records â¦â The block came. âThe ⦠the â¦â
âEvidence,â finished Carver. He nodded again in acceptance of the wine, without tasting it.
âIt solves the problem. Thatâs how it was always going to be. Separating the firm. No evidence, either way.â
For a moment Carver could not respond, silenced by the other manâs seemingly easy acceptance of what he considered a disaster threatening â even impending.
âSo you give them all our records dating back â¦â Carver paused, stopped by an abrupt question. âDating back how long, George? When did it all start â¦?â
âA long time ago,â said Northcote. âAnd it took a lot more years to build up to what it became. There arenât many records with us any longer. But enough.â
âWhere?â demanded Carver, remembering his fruitless computer search.
âSafe.â
What was missing from the older manâs voice, Carver asked himself. Guilt? Remorse? Embarrassment? Acknowledgement of wrongdoing? All of them, Carver decided. If there was an intonation, it was of pride, in whatever it was he had created. Heâd always accepted that his father-in-law was self-confident to the point of overwhelming arrogance, which Alice had more than once accused him of being as well, but this went beyond that. But then, Carver further asked himself, how could Northcote be otherwise, after the unstoppable international success heâd achieved, now with offices in every one of the worldâs financial capitals? But this ⦠Carver was stopped again by another numbing, unthinkable uncertainty. âYou told me you were trapped into it ⦠that you didnât realize it was criminal?â
âThatâs what it was ⦠how it happened.â
âWhen â remember weâre talking precisely, exactly â did you realize what you were into?â
âIt wasnât like that.â
âGeorge! For fuckâs â¦â Carver abruptly stopped with the arrival of their food, which they discovered to be rack of lamb. As soon as the waiter was out of earshot Carver said: âGeorge. Tell me true. Donât tell me things werenât like I imagine them to be or that Iâm misunderstanding or that I shouldnât be as pig-sick worried as Iâm worried at this moment. How long ago?â
âMaybe twenty years.â
âHow long ago?â persisted Carver. âPrecisely. Exactly.â
âTwenty-two. But it was a longer evolving process, to get everything set up.â The attitude reflected in the voice now was truculence.
Carver recognized it was a different story from that Northcote had first offered, of a struggling accountant, just starting out. âHowâd they keep you in line? They blackmail you: tell you how youâd be debarred if you didnât go along with everything?â
Northcote moved his meat around his plate, eating none of it. Saying nothing.
Carver completed his own non-eating carousel, despising himself for matching the earlier verbal mockery. Then he said: âTheyâve had you, George, havenât they? For most of your career theyâve had you, just like this â¦?â Carver closed his hand, as if crushing something.
âI could handle it then: can still handle it now,â insisted the other man, pushing his plate aside.
Carver said: âHowâs about this? Howâs about a stomach-against-his-spine hungry guy who got initially caught, but who then went with the flow? Paddled the boat, even? You had the choice, all those years ago, of blowing the whistle. But you
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