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    Back_on_beard says: Oh, man! You fucking nailed it, Natalie – now i know why i hated that film! Sentimental dross, yes. Pisses me off when people accuse me of being a coldhearted bastard because sunsets at [read more]
    Terry1234 says: Hi … if you fancy a latte sometime say hello Terry.
    DJ_str8talk says: Hey Natalie, it was cool to meet you last week but I agree, I don’t think we’re compatible and we want different things, lol!!! Good luck with your search!
    DownAsunder says: Fucking awesome profile! Loved the beach comment. :p Other side of the world to you, alas! Have fun, laugh loudly and live largely. Cheers, Ian x
    Legsman101 says: Hello Natajack32, how are you this fine day? I hope your having a nice weekend. You seem an interesting ladie and I think we would get on even though I don’t meet your criterias. I am a fifty-seven-year-old divorcee [read more]
    Cloudthunk79 says: Hi Gorgeous, just checking we’re still on for tomorrow, 8.30pm in The Smugglers Arms. Looking forward to it. You have my number so any change of plan,let me know. I’ll text you when I’m on my way. I’ll also give [read more]
    StrictSensualSimon says: ‘ If you want to play, I’ll be your Christian Grey.’ I am a loving, sincere, financially solvent dominant. I have researched bronze-age women and I know this is natural. You are dressed in a black dress, stockings and heels. You are told [read more]
    There were no new messages from Kagami. I don’t know what I’d been expecting. I skimmed through our previous conversations, reams and reams of words going back several weeks. My fingertips clicked and tapped, page up, page down, words flying on the screen. Dark, dirty, shameless words that now seemed cheap and crass, made of worn-out, porno language.
    I winced to read them back but I had to check, even though I knew, that of all the idiotic things I’d told him, my address wasn’t among them. No, I hadn’t told him. He’d got my surname, though, hadn’t he? I’d given it to him when he’d offered to email a photo because he didn’t have one on his profile. ‘Cool, thanks, I’m on [email protected].’
    Lovell. It’s a fairly unusual surname. He knew the town I lived so, assuming he had a modicum of internet savvy, he’d easily be able to find my address. I was ex-directory so I figured he must have paid money to get details from the electoral roll. He’d acted with intent, then, rather than been inspired to break into my home after stumbling across my details on an idle cyberstalk. And I couldn’t criticise anyone for cyberstalking because I was equally guilty. If I was flirting with a guy who’d given me his name, then sure, I’d Google him. A little extra information always helps and it’s reassuring to know they are who they say they are.
    I paused over one of Kagami’s messages, scrolling slowly.
    And I pin you down. Your face is streaked with tears. I can see fear in your eyes. It makes my cock so hard. That’s what I want from you: tears, fear, and finally, obedience. I adore your strength of character, your intelligence. When I break you, I know it means something. You don’t obey anyone, you don’t submit easily. That’s why I want you to myself. You’ve got something special. I want to mould you to my will, make you mine. My sweet submissive whore. It might look like I’m destroying you but I’m breaking you down to build you up, to transform you into the thing you need to be.
    ‘What do you want, Natalie?’ I say to you.
    You shake your head and sob. Tears shimmer in your eyes. A darkness crouches in your shadows. I want you to give me that darkness but you’re scared. You don’t want to lose yourself. You won’t give it to me, so once again I have to take it from you. I’ll keep doing this until you’re surrendered, until that darkness is so vast you’re longing for me to take charge of it. You need me to help carry this beautiful burden we’ve created together.
    In a way,