all?â
âYe-e-s.â Then I give her a big, toothy smile. âThough I think heâs the only guy whoâs not noticing me, you know, that way today. Jesse Guillet sent me a note in class asking if I was going to his party this weekend. Nick Mannion shared his potato chips with me. Is it bizarro that Iâm excited to know girls are making jealous comments behind my back?â
Leia shakes her head.
âGood. Iâm starting to like this.â I feel weird talking about Peteâs possible wink at me, in case I got it wrong, so I leave that part out.
âNo kidding, lady. Because youâre smokinâ hot. And all the other hot girls in this school are totally⦠well, awful. Besides, itâs not only your body â you also have kind of a glow about you. Even your hair. Itâs different.â
âYeah. Itâs not frizzy anymore â itâs, like, wavy for a nice change.â I have even been able to wear it down, instead of in my typical boring bun.
She reaches out and strokes my hair thoughtfully. âMaybe itâs, I donât know, a happiness vibe? Or hormones? Have you figured out yet whatâs going on?â
âWell, my grandmother told me itâs something that happens to the women in my momâs family. They, um, mature right at seventeen-and-a-half.â
âSeventeen-and-a-half? Random. And why would it mean youâre drop-dead gorgeous all of a sudden?â I blush a little at her words.
âI know, I know.â I get vague, adding, âItâs a French thing, I guess.â Blaming stuff like this on being French often helps me get away with a lot. Plus, I donât yet know much, myself, so Iâm not quite lying to her. âSo, can you stop petting me, please?â
âOops, sorry. Well, whatever it is, donât let this go to waste. Youâve got to take advantage of this situation.â
âWell, itâs not going to go away, so Iâm not in any hurry.â
âYou might not be in a hurry, but I think Pete is.â
Pete, my super-hot, never-in-a-million years, decade-long secret crush, is bearing down on us. My heartâs about to explode, and I put my PB&J down before I choke on it. I look down at my lap so I donât have to meet Leiaâs eyes. âHey, Bean â Genie,â he says, nodding also at Leia. âDid you start your Crime and Punishment essay?â
âStill working on it,â I answer, my voice shaking a little. This is, literally, the first time Iâve ever exchanged words with him. I canât even believe he knows my name, though we have had English together for the past four years. âWeâve got until next Friday.â
He shakes the sandy-colored hair out of his eyes. âTrue, true, but I was thinking, do you want to study together, maybe get some coffee Saturday afternoon? You have great, uh, notes.â
Again with the eyes flicking downward! Flattering, but somehow unsettling at the same time. I glance over at Leia and see she had noticed the same thing. She gives me a sidelong glance and purses her lips.
âWhoâs buying the coffee?â Leia asks him. âIs this, like, a date?â Sheâs so direct itâs embarrassing. But I want to hear his response.
âA study date? If, you know, if thatâs okay.â Pete ducks his head and glances to me with silent appeal. Iâm dazzled, overwhelmed by his interest. Heâs so flipping hot, tall and blue-eyed, with a smattering of freckles and just the right amount of lean muscle. Last year, he tore his ACL, ending his star basketball career, but heâs smart enough to get into college anyway. And so yummy he doesnât need sports to be popular. Heâs been voted Best Looking in every yearbook since ninth grade, even beating out seniors for the spot.
âSounds fine to me. Iâll meet you at Perk-a-Brew on Saturday at two oâclock?â I say.