bumps my shoulder with his. âIâve always said all you needed was to come out of your shell. Youâre like the ugly duckling, baby.â We start walking again.
âUm, thanks?â
âYou know what I mean. You were never ugly . But now youâre a real swan.â
âYouâre sweet. I think.â Marc knows how to spread gossip in just the right way, so I explain to him my new body is courtesy of my motherâs French genes. His eyes widen, and he seems a little doubtful, raising an eyebrow again as I speak, but he nods anyway and seems willing to drop the hints to the rest of the school. Iâm hopeful this strategic gossip will avoid anyone elseâs nosy questions and squelch the nasty comments.
Out of nowhere, Marc says, âHmm. I wish I could get a makeover, too.â
âHuh?â
âIâm jealous,â he pouts, arms folded over his chest. âIsnât it every boyâs dream to get a makeover?â
I laugh, but I file away his comment to contemplate later. At this point weâve reached the doorway for bio, so we promise to talk more later and then take our assigned seats at opposite sides of the room.
Throughout the day, boys hold doors for me as I walk into my classrooms. At lunch, Rob Jenks, the captain of the football team, waves me over to his table, while Kaydee, who happens to be his ex-girlfriend, scowls at me from the next seat over. I pretend I donât see either of them and instead search for Leia.
Even as Iâm enjoying the attention, it grates on me it wasnât until I started looking like this that anyone took any interest in me. I so want to talk to Leia about the boy situation. But how can I avoid mentioning my thoughtless wish earlier? I am going to have to play it by ear.
I search the drab, gray-walled cafeteria, the modular seats and tables at the center of the room filled with juniors and seniors, while the ring of long tables and benches around the perimeter are occupied by the younger students. A wall of windows brightens up the cafeteria; Iâm in one of the darker corners, and the sun backlights the room and makes it harder to find Leia. I realize she isnât there yet and decide to take a seat at our regular table. Before she arrives, Joel taps me on the shoulder and sits down next to me.
âThere you are,â he says. âI havenât seen you alone all day.â He sounds petulant.
âOh, sorry about the phone last night! I meant to catch up with you earlier. I, um, needed to talk to my grandmother. So, whatâs up?â
âYeah, well, uh. I⦠wanted to see how swimming is going for you so far this season.â
âOkay, itâs fine. Though I felt kind of slow yesterday. It was⦠different. You know.â Oh, I canât believe I just said that.
âSure,â he says, though he sounds distracted and is staring at something outside the cafeteria windows.
âSo, was there anything else?â I hint. âI think Leiaâs heading over.â
He lets out a deep breath. âNope, nothing at all. Letâs make sure we have a great swim season.â
âRah, rah! Oh-kay!â I joke. I almost roll my eyes, but he seems a little down. Maybe heâs nervous about our first meet, coming up in a few weeks. âIâm sure itâll be awesome. This is our senior year, after all. If you want, we could talk strategy with Coach Terri after our next practice.â
âYes, good idea,â he enthuses. âIâll text her later to let her know.â
Joel leaves and Leia arrives. Before she even sits down, she lectures, âListen â Iâm not going to let it go, whatever happened in French earlier, and I want to hear an explanation.â She pauses. âBut what was happening there with Joel?â
âNothing. He just asked me about how swimming is going so far.â
âIt looked pretty serious. Are you sure thatâs