matter to discuss,â my father says, clearing his throat. My heart skips a beatâhas he learned something about my aunt?
âI need to know who ruined all of the photos in Penelopeâs room.â
My mouth slacks open in shock, but Margaret keeps her eyes on her plate.
âWhat do you mean, ruined ?â I ask. âWhat happened in Penelopeâs room?â
âSomeone went into her desk and personal drawers and went wild with a permanent marker,â my father says. âPriceless items have been ruined with scribbles and curse words.â
I swallow my half-chewed bite of roast. âWhat?â
âIâm curious about something, Uncle Felix,â Margaret says calmly, tearing soft white tufts of bread away from the crust and rolling them into balls between her fingers. âWhy were you in her room, looking through her drawers?â
My stomach grows heavy with dread. If it really was Margaret who ruined Penelopeâs photos, she is starting to go off the deep end for sure.
My fatherâs cheeks flush red. âWas it you who ruined her things, then, Margaret? Scribbled her face out in every picture she owned?â
Every picture she owned? I look at Margaretâs stoic face, bewildered. What was she thinking ?
âYou didnât answer my question,â she says, her voice steady. âSo I donât see why I should have to answer yours.â
âDid you do that?â I ask, unable to hold it in any longer. In addition to the worry Iâve felt over how sheâs been withdrawing and hanging out in the attic, now thereâs anger, too. Penelope doesnât belong just to Margaret. Those werenât her pictures to ruin, no matter how she was feeling.
âI never said I did it,â she says to me, popping a piece of the bread in her mouth. âBut thanks for assuming.â
âYour mother loved you.â My father stands from the table, apparently finished even though his dinner is only half-eaten. âI canât believe youâd do something so cold out of pure resentment. What are you mad at her for? You act like she left us on purpose!â
âYou donât know the first thing about my mother,â Margaret replies, her voice flat. âNeither of you do, and thatâs the problem.â
âSo you did it for attention?â I ask. âYouâre proving your point by ruining stuff that we can never get back?â
âYou will not be allowed to act this way,â my father cuts in. Heâs never had to take a parental tone with Margaret, and it shows in the clumsiness of how he talks. Despite his red face, he looks determined. âI would never dream of sending you to live elsewhere, butââ
âOf course you wouldnât,â Margaret interjects. âBut you still had to bring it up, right, Uncle Felix? To keep me in my place?â
Will every dinner be this way from now on? A sad little group of people at an enormous table who, it turns out, donât really know each other at all? Itâs not until now that I notice how heavily Penelope directed the tone during times like these. She was the one to calmly translate things between Margaret and my father, but I donât know how to do that. I donât even understand Margaret right now, let alone feel equipped enough to step into this.
âYou will stay out of her room,â my father commands. âYou will keep your hands off her things and you will respect me as your guardian.â
â Are you my guardian?â Margaret asks, her tone almost challenging. âI feel like thatâs something that should have been worked out with the law by now. What did the police say, by the way? About my motherâs disappearance? I certainly havenât talked to any officers, and youâd think that theyâd want to question everyone to make sure nothing fishy was going on.â
My father doesnât reply. I have to admit