nothing compared to what is ahead now. I could wish I had died at Passchendaele among good comrades, knowing I died for what was right and just ⦠That would have been an honourable death â you would all have been proud of me and there would have been memorials â church services. My female cousins would have thought of me as romantic and tragic. The boys would have talked of me as a hero.
This was hardly a conventional farewell letter. Michael glanced at his watch. Half past six. He had time to finish it before dinner with his hostess. He resumed reading, and, as if in eerie echo of his thoughts, the next lines also referred to time.
Thereâs no clock in here, but I can feel the minutes ticking away ⦠Iâm filled with such despair, Iâm afraid for my own sanity ⦠I was mad once before, so Iâve been told, and I believe I may easily become mad again ⦠Pray for me, please, for I can see no way of escape. And, oh God, if I could see Fosse House again â if I could see the clear pure light when it falls across the fens, and if I could walk up the tree-lined carriageway and see the lamps burning in the windows as dusk falls ⦠Light the lamps for me, though â do so every evening at dusk â for perhaps I may still somehow find my way home.
I promise you â all of you at home â that I am innocent of this charge. Even if I must die at the hands of Niemeyerâs butchers, I will find a way to convince you all of my innocence. I must find a way. If it takes twenty-five years â if it takes a century, I must â I
will
â prove my innocence.
Did they light the lamps for you, Stephen? thought Michael, torn with pity. Does someone still do so? Because I saw lights when I came along the drive earlier, and they were faint, strange lights, as if they were the glimmer of lamps from some lost, long-ago world â¦
Stephen had also written that if it took twenty-five years, or if it took a century, he would prove his innocence. And only fractionally over twenty-five years later, in November 1943, his image had been blurrily captured on a photograph. A century after he had written those words, Michael had seen him walking through the gardens of Fosse House.
It was just after seven oâclock. His hostess would certainly expect punctuality from her guest, however unwelcome and unexpected a guest he might be.
As Michael went in search of the dining-room, he spared a thought for Oxford, and hoped that all was well there.
Memo from: Dr Owen Bracegirdle, History Faculty, Oriel College, Oxford
To: Director of Music, Oriel College, Oxford
Here are the promised preliminary notes about the Great War. Youâll see that I found some interesting snippets on several of the War Poets â Robert Graves in particular. Apparently he was at school with one of the Gilmore family, which I think is the gang Michael Flint is currently chasing in Norfolk, so we might find a very useful tie-up there.
I do apologize for sending handwritten pages and I hope everything is readable, but youâll appreciate that the current electricity problem means I canât print them out in the usual way or, indeed, even type them. I should mention, at this point, that the power failure really isnât Dr Flintâs fault. It was impossible for anyone to predict that Wilberforce the cat would become unaccountably entangled in the electrical wiring in the meter cupboard, resulting in a massive short-circuit which plunged most of College into Cimmerian darkness. Nor had anyone the least notion that the wiring was so interconnected and interdependent as to make a single, isolated short so disastrous.
Remarkably, Wilberforce himself escaped unscathed. I canât help feeling that a lesser animal would have been frizzled to a crisp, but according to eyewitnesses he walked away with nothing worse than singed whiskers and a trodden-on tail â the latter due to a second-year