heels and exhaled slowly, his surge of elation dampened by a prickle of apprehension. It wasnât a long time, a month. But it worried him. He didnât believe the wait had anything to do with Ivyâs death. It was all to do with Ratchitt. She still hoped heâd come back for her.
The possibility of that scum showing up again was slight, Jason believed. But even that slight possibility sickened him. The thought of Emma falling back into his filthy arms sickened him even further.
And it did something else. It sparked a jealousy which startled him.
Heâd never been a jealous man before. Not even with Adele. Emma was evoking emotions in him that were alien to all his previous experiences with women. Along with the jealousy, he also felt fiercely protective.
Still, he would imagine most men would feel protective of a girl like Emma. She was so fragile-looking. And so sweet. Someone had to stand between her and the Ratchitts of this world. She wasnât experienced enough to see just how bad his type were. How depraved and conscienceless.
âAll right, Emma,â Jason agreed. âA month. But that doesnât mean I canât see you during that month, does it? Iâd like to take you out on a regular basis. We could get to know each other better.â
âButâ¦but everyone with think thatâ¦thatâ¦â
âThat youâre dating Dr Steel,â he finished firmly. âWhatâs wrong with that? Youâre single. Iâm single. Single people date each other, Emma. Thatâs hardly grounds for gossip.â
Her eyes almost smiled through their wet lashes. âYou donât know the good ladies of Tindley.â
âBelieve me, Iâm beginning to. So what about dinner tomorrow night? Itâs Friday, and I always eat out on a Friday. We could drive over to the coast if you donât want to be seen with me here in Tindley for a while.â
She blinked the last of her tears away and looked at him with that searching gaze he found quite discomfiting. âAre you going to try to get me into bed afterwards?â
Jason had trouble stopping the guilt from jumping into his eyes. Not that heâd had seduction on the menu for tomorrow night. Heâd actually been going to leave that course of action for a week or two.
âNo,â he said, with what he hoped was honest-sounding conviction. âNo. I wouldnât do that.â
She looked at him with frowning eyes. âWhy not?â she posed in a puzzled tone. âYou said you found me pretty and desirable. You also asked me to marry you. I imagined you fancied me, at least a little.â
âI do fancy you. And more than a little. Hell, Emma.â He stood up and raked his hands back through his hair. Sheâd thrown him for a loop by being so sexually direct. He hadnât expected it from her. Did she want him to try to seduce her or not?
âItâs perfectly all right, Jason,â she said calmly. âIâve been brought up in a country town, not a convent. Iâm well acquainted with the way men think and feel when it comes to sex. I know you havenât had a girlfriend since coming here to Tindley, and Iâm sure youâre fairly frustrated by now. I just didnât want to give you false hopes if I agreed to go out to dinner with you. Youâre a very attractive, experienced man, and Iâm sure you know how to get to a girl. But I have no intention of sleeping with you. Not this side of a wedding ring, anyway.â
He stared at her, and her chin tipped up, revealing a side to Emma he hadnât seen before. A very stubborn side. A decidedly steely light gleamed in her green eyes and her attitude was definitely defiant.
One part of him admired her strong old-world standards, till he remembered Ratchitt. Heâd bet London to a brick on that she hadnât given him the same ultimatum.
Or had she? he suddenly revised. Was that whathad happened