between them? Had she refused to sleep with Ratchitt till heâd walked with her to the altar? Had he given her an engagement ring, then simply had other girls on the side till the prize would finally be his without any more arguing, for ever and ever?
âDo you want to take back your proposal now?â she asked challengingly. âAnd your dinner invitation?â
âNo,â he said slowly. âBut I would like an answer to one simple question.â
âWhat questionâs that?â
âAre you a virgin, Emma?â
CHAPTER THREE
T HE following day felt interminable to Jason. Several times his mind wandered to that moment the evening before when Emma had looked him straight in the eye and told him the truth. Yes, she was a virgin. So what? Did he have a problem with that?
Did he have a problem with that?
Yes, and no.
Virginity wasnât something heâd encountered before in his personal life. Not once. Adele hadnât been a virgin. Not by a long shot. None of his other girlfriends over the years had been virgins, either.
The thought of making love to a virgin was a little daunting. Unknown territory usually was.
At the same time, the thought of making love to an untouched Emma on their wedding night appealed to a part of him heâd never known existed. Heâd never thought of himself as a romantic before. But with Emma he was a different man. He recognised that already. She brought out the best in him.
And perhaps the worst.
Possessiveness and jealousy in men werenât traits heâd ever admired. He didnât like the way such men treated their girlfriends and wives. The females in their lives were flattered for a whileâseeing their partnersâ passion as evidence of the extent of their love. Till reality set in and the flattery gave way tofear. He vowed to fight the temptation to be like that with Emma. He wanted her to be happy as his wife, never afraid.
And she would be his wife. He felt confident of that now. It was just a matter of time.
Timeâ¦
Jason glanced up at the clock on the wall. Five oâclock. And the small waiting room was still full of wheezing, sneezing patients. The beautiful spring weather had brought a rash of hay-fever sufferers, along with the blossoms.
Sighing, Jason rose from his desk and went to call in the next patient.
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âI hope to heaven thatâs it, Nancy?â Jason said at long last, popping his head around the consulting-room door and sighing with relief when he spied the empty waiting room. The clock on the wall now said five to seven. Surgery usually finished around five-thirty and, whilst it sometimes ran late, it was rarely this late.
âYes, all finished for the day, Dr Steel,â Nancy returned, in a sighing tone which Jason knew didnât denote tiredness, but a reluctance to leave the love of her life and go home to an empty house.
Not him. The practice!
Nancy had been Doc Brandewildeâs resident receptionist - cum - secretary - cum - book - keeper - cum-emergency nurse for the past twenty years. She worked six days a weekâseven, if and when requiredâand overtime without ever asking for an extra cent. Rising sixty now, she was as healthy as a horseand would probably be presiding over the practice for another twenty years at least.
Sheâd been a bit pernickety with Jason when heâd first arrived, till heâd discovered through Muriel that Nancy was afraid heâd fire her, if and when Doc retired, and Jason took on a new partner. Once Jason had reassured Nancy the job was hers for as long as she wanted it, their relationship had improved in leaps and bounds, although thereâd been a temporary hiccup when Jason had suggested they get a computer system for the files and the accounts. Heâd made the mistake of saying a computer would be more efficient and cut down on her workload. He hadnât realised, at that point in time, that Nancy didnât