him, which maybe explained his reluctance to hold Marcus and his eagerness to be off once he had been satisfied that calm had been restored.
Yet heâd lingered long enough to make her the hot drink sheâd been gasping for, and had made one for himself, as sheâd suggested. But those had been things unconnected with her child⦠A last thought struck asher eyelids began to droop. Maybe his reaction on discovering there was a baby living only feet away wasnât all that strange, as it clearly wouldnât be every manâs idea of heaven.
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Across the landing Harryâs thoughts were moving along different channels. Seated in a chair by the window, looking out bleakly at a starlit winter sky, he was remembering a time long ago when a baby precious to him and his parents had been lost, and how nothing had ever been the same afterwards.
Only small himself, heâd been left lonely and unloved while theyâd tried to cope with their grief by spending all their time in their business, running stables in Bluebell Cove. Ever since, heâd been reluctant to take on the responsibility of bringing a child into a world where nothing was certain and loss could bring with it such pain and loneliness.
So family life wasnât something he was familiar with due to his childhood. Marriage to a woman who had been in no hurry to start a family had also left his wariness of it unchanged.
Yet Phoebe across the landing had opted for it without the support of a husband or partner and seemed content, so which of them had the right idea?
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Breakfast and getting Marcus to the nursery went smoothly the next morning, and Phoebe was at the surgery in good time, although with an uncomfortable feeling inside whenever she thought about her nocturnal meeting with Harry.
She shuddered to think what she must have looked like in a crumpled cotton nightdress with an old robe over it and her hair all over the place, yet it didnât really matter. Heâd been in her apartment for just one thing and thereâd been nothing sensual about it. Heâd come to assist in the hope of bringing back the peace that had prevailed before Marcus had begun his tantrum, and sheâd do well to remember that!
Leo Fenchurch, the other doctor in the practice, had been out on an early call and appeared while she was making the usual big pot of tea for the staff before the day commenced. He brought a blast of cold air in with him and while warming his hands around a mug of the welcoming brew he said, âSo, what do you think of the new guy, Phoebe?â
He was a fair-haired six-footer with a charm that appealed to most women, but not to her she thought. He was an excellent doctor but a bit lightweight for her to succumb to his charms.
âIâm not sure,â she said in answer to his question. âI feel that he isnât going to be an easy person to get to know, that he is very much his own man. Yet Iâm sure he will be good for the practice, even if he can be somewhat unpredictable on occasion.â And of that I have on-the-spot experience , she thought.
âBut, Leo, we have to remember that Harry has lost his wife in tragic circumstances. Iâm not sure how, but it was an accident of some kind, and for a marriage to end like that must have been horrendous.
âMine fell apart because of a huge divide in our priorities, but we at least we had a choice, not like Harry.â
âWow!â he exclaimed. âThat summing-up comes after him having spent just a short time among us? You must have seen more of him than we have.â
She wasnât going to enlighten him on that and almost dropped the mug she was holding when Harryâs voice said from behind her in the passage, âIs there any tea on offer, Nurse Howard?â
As she reached for the teapot, Phoebe was praying that he hadnât heard her discussing him with Leo. It would be just too embarrassing if he had, but his