âWeâre divorced.â
He nodded, and looking down at the child in his arms said wryly, âAnd this is the reason why you finish early? Why on earth didnât you tell me that?â
âYes, Marcus is the reason,â she said steadily. âI take him to a nursery in the village before I start at the surgery on weekdays and have to pick him up at four oâclock. I suppose one of the reasons for me not telling you was because I donât want anyone seeing me as disadvantaged. I chose the kind of life Iâm living and have no regrets. It was Ethanâs suggestion that I finish early and I was hardly going to refuse when it gave me some extra time with my son.â
âSo how long have you lived here?â
âOnly since New Year. My maternity leave was up at the end of December. Iâd lived with my sister and brother-in-law before that,â and with a tired smile. âSo now you have the story of my life.â
âNot entirely, I would imagine,â he said dryly. He looked down at Marcus who was getting ready for another weeping bout. âIf that bottle is ready, now might be the moment to produce it.â With a feeling that he wasout of his depth and had served his purpose, he said, âIf youâre sure heâs going to settle, Iâll leave you to it.â
âYes, weâll be fine,â she said hurriedly. âI feel that Iâve been taking advantage of your good nature, Dr Balfour.â
âI havenât got a good nature to take advantage of,â he informed her shortly and then pausing in the doorway, amazed himself by saying, âBefore I go, why donât I make you a warm drink? Coffee maybe?â
âEr, yes, please, that would be lovely, and do make one for yourself,â Phoebe said meekly, wanting to pinch herself to make sure she wasnât dreaming. She couldnât remember what it felt like to have someone do something for her, and of all people it was the unpredictable new head of the practice who was waiting on her in the middle of the night.
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Marcus had been fed and changed, and was now sleeping peacefully in his cot. On the point of finally going back to his own apartment, Harry said, âJust one thingâif ever you need any help like tonight, feel free to call on me.
âI would rather you did that than me having to lie there imagining you struggling on your own. And by the way, Nurse Howard, why is this place so much less attractive than mine?â
âIâm not sure,â she told him, âbut it isnât going to be like this for long! And I will only ever disturb you if itâs an emergencyâwhen we move house we canât choose our neighbours, can we? They come as part of the package.â
Harry wondered if that was in the form of an apology, or letting him know that she wasnât all that keen on having him living so close.
But if sheâd been expecting a reply, there was none forthcoming and as tiredness took hold of her, she wished him goodnight and bolted the door behind him.
When she went back to bed exhaustion was there, but not sleep. Her mind kept going over what had turned out to be the strangest of days. It has been full of highs and lows between Harry Balfour and herself, then had ended with him knocking on her door and offering to help with Marcus. Sheâd been so tired and frayed at the edges sheâd welcomed him with open arms and thrust her little one at him.
Yet there was no way she was going to take him up on his offer by using him as a standby in times of stress. The odds were that he wouldnât have taken the apartment across the landing if heâd known that his neighbours were going to be a single mother and her baby.
Despite his offer of help, he hadnât exactly seemed very comfortable around Marcus. Lucy, the elderly practice nurse, had told her on the day he had been due to arrive that he hadnât any family to bring with