villages in dire need of medical help, especially since the outbreak of ebola had had such a devastating impact. Mick had been drafted by Cait and a doctor in Baltimore into designing small medical facilities for the villages to provide the care they so desperately needed. It had been an eye-opening trip with an idealistic mission she admired.
âSure. It made me realize how lucky weâve all been. Iâve donated a ton of money from my trust fund to the cause because Iâve seen firsthand how worthwhile it is, but I donât want to return, not the way Caitâs chomping at the bit to go. She was so envious that I got to go with Grandpa Mick and Grandma Megan. Me?â She shook her head. âI could hardly wait to get back home.â
âThe States?â
âNot just the States, but here, back in Chesapeake Shores. I thought once I got here everything would magically become clear to me.â
Luke gave her a long, considering look. âHave you thought about staying here, Carrie? Really thought about it? I always knew this town was right for me. It was just about the only thing I did know, but youâve lived in a lot of exciting citiesâNew York. Milan, Paris. Are you absolutely certain Chesapeake Shores is big enough for you?â
She frowned at the question, which seemed to suggest a shallowness she didnât appreciate. She didnât need glitz and glamour. She really didnât. Sheâd had a taste of it. That had been enough.
âWhat do you mean?â she challenged. âThis is home for me, Luke, the same as it is for you.â
âIf you say so,â he said, his doubts still evident.
âI do say so.â
âYou were born in New York,â he reminded her. âYou went to college there, too, and traveled all over the world when you were working in fashion. Iâve only been to Ireland, where things were pretty laid-back, especially in the smaller villages, but I imagine the lifestyle here is very different from the glamorous places youâve seen in France and Italy. Itâs definitely a world away from the hustle and bustle of New York.â
Though her instinct was to counter Lukeâs obvious skepticism with complete certainty, she took a sip of her wine and actually gave the question some thought.
âIt is different, but in a good way,â she replied slowly, trying to put her gut feelings into words. âThe pace is slower. The values are different. Family really counts for something. Mom saw that. She left New York and brought me and Caitlyn back here.â
âBecause she was in love with Trace,â Luke said.
Carrie sighed. âYes, Trace did play a big part in her decision, but sheâs been happy being home. Sheâd tell you that. Sheâs figured out how to balance the career she loves and the family she loves even more.â
âBalance is important,â Luke agreed, then gave her another of his annoying long looks. âWhat do you envision doing with your life here? I know the ambition gene canât possibly have skipped over you completely. All OâBriens have it.â
âNot me,â she admitted as if it were a crime. Luke was right about one thingâOâBriens were expected to be excellent multitaskers, and, despite her last name being Winters, she was an OâBrien through and through. Luke had brought the conversation full circle, right back to those goals that seemed to be eluding her. Sheâd been so blasted lucky her entire life. What right did she have to complain about an unexpected bump in the road?
âAll I ever really wanted was to be a wife and mom,â she told her cousin. She made the admission in a hushed voice, as if it were some sort of crime to want so little for herself.
When Luke didnât react as if she were crazy, she continued, âGram was my role model. Nell made a real home for mom and her siblings after Grandpa Mick and Grandma
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