Megan split up. I always saw myself doing that same thingâcooking, baking, nurturing my kidsâright here, surrounded by family. All through college I kept expecting to meet someone and fall in love. I practically made a career out of dating. I thought for sure Iâd get a marriage license fifteen minutes after I picked up my diploma.â
She sighed again. âThat was the plan, but it never happened. Then I met Marc and thought he was the one. Of course, he was the last man on earth whoâd ever be happy in a small town, so I have no idea how I expected him to fit into my dream.â
âEver heard of compromise?â Luke asked with a smile.
âFrom Marc? Not likely.â
âHow about you?â
âFor the right man, sure,â she said glibly, then wondered.
âOkay, youâre right. I canât settle. It would never work. I want what Mom and Trace have, what Bree has with Jake and Grandpa Mick has found with Grandma Megan now that theyâre back together. I want the whole happily-ever-after thing.â
âSo you canât settle and you claim you donât care about a career,â Luke summed up. âYou have yourself a real dilemma.â
âIsnât that what Iâve been trying to tell you?â she said in frustration.
âMaybe you need to focus, pick the area of your life that matters the most to you, the one over which you have some control.â
She smiled at that. OâBriens did love to control things. Her grandfather was a master at that and heâd instilled that stubborn, weâre-capable-of-anything streak in all of them.
âWeâve already concluded that I canât control when or if the right man might come along, and I have no career goals, at least not the kind Iâm passionate about,â she reminded him yet again.
âI think youâre making this too complicated,â Luke suggested. âStop fretting about a career, if thatâs not what you care about. Put it on the back burner. Get out there and start dating. There are single men in here every night of the week. Iâll fix you up. When was the last time you went on a date? The path to marriage generally starts with a first date.â
âSo Iâve heard,â she said, though random dating didnât appeal to her. Sheâd done that all through college to no avail. Besides, sheâd sworn off men until she figured out how sheâd been so wrong about Marc, how sheâd misjudged his values and his feelings.
But Luke was right about one thing. She did need some sort of social life before she went completely stir-crazy. âHow about this? I donât want to be fixed up, but the next time Iâm in here, if thereâs a nice guy around, introduce us. Women and men can be friends, right? Thatâs not a bad starting point.â
âI have my doubts about men and women being pals, but itâs definitely a start,â Luke said. âI predict youâll be married in no time, with a half-dozen kids underfoot.â
As alluring as that image was, Carrie could see the downside. âCan you picture what Grandpa Mick will have to say about that? He loves all his grandchildren and great-grandchildren, but he expects more from us.â
âForget your grandfather. This is about what you want. You know Nell will be on your side.â
Carrie smiled. âSure she will, but sheâll be standing there all alone. Grandpa Mick will be horrified. So will just about everyone else. Even Mom and Trace will think Iâm wasting my potential.â
âThis is about you, though,â Luke argued. âAnd about what will make you happy. When it comes down to it, I think thatâs what they truly want for all of us. As appalled as my dad was by the idea of this pub, he got on board when he saw how much it meant to me. Treat the whole marriage thing as if it were a job hunt. Interview applicants on a daily