too relieved.
âWith Mr. Soames. Thatâs in room 10-B,â Mackenzie says.
Ray has not gone anywhere. He continues to stand close by, just watching. It doesnât seem to bother him that the girls ignore him.
Mackenzie looks Sarah up and down one more time. âYou can sit with us during lunch.â
Sarah smiles weakly. âGreat, thanks,â she answers.
âOr with me,â Ray says to Sarah.
âDonât sit with him,â Mackenzie says before Sarah can answer. âRay is creepy. All he does is draw peopleâmostly girls.â
âItâs what artists do,â Rays says easily.
âThere are artists and then there are creeps,â Mackenzie says.
âUh, sounds like thereâs some history here. I should go,â Sarah says. âLiterally, I mean. Whereâs the bathroom?â
The other girls giggle.
Mackenzie points while continuing to glare at Ray.
Sarah escapes down the hall, and once inside the girlsâ room she chooses a toilet stall, closes the door, and locks it. She drops her jeans and sits down. Who knew a toilet seat could feel so good? Other girls come and go, laughing and flushing and running water. Sarah takes her time. When the bathroom is finally quiet, she emerges. In the mirror is a tanned Minnesota girlâso generic looking that for an instant Sarah doesnât recognize herself. She lets hot water run on her handsâsilky, warm waterâand all the soap she needs. Glancing around, she bends to the sink to wash her face. Handfuls of hot water steam her skin. âMmmmmmm,â she murmurs, then freezes.
Another girl has emerged from a stall. She is thin, with dark, short hair and quick-moving eyes. She looks at Sarah; her eyes go to the running hot water, the foamy soap. Thereâs a long moment of recognition: Youâre one of us . Then the girl leaves in a rush, without washing her hands.
CHAPTER FOUR
MILES
AFTER BACKTRACKING FROM THE BUS stop, Miles pauses, then leaps from the asphalt to the road bank. He tries to leave no tracks in the ditch. Mr. Kurz would be proud. A slight breeze stirs the dust and softens the edges of his boot prints.
He angles through the woods, then to the hill above their cabin. Below there are no signs of life. His parents have gone back to bedâeither theyâre fooling around or theyâre just lazy today. But white motion flashes behind the riverbank brush. Itâs his mother in the swimming hole, splashing, bathing. He turns awayânot that he saw anythingâand heads upstream along the ridgeline.
Carrying his gun loosely over his shoulder, he walks slowly, first planting the heel and then the rest of the foot: heel-toe, heel-toe. Goat Girl walks like an elephant: clump, clump, clump . He has tried to teach her the hunterâs walk to spread out the impact, but she just doesnât get it. Or she gets it briefly, but soon itâs back to clump, clump, clump .
The deer trail on the high bank follows the path of least brush, but with easy escape routes. Deer are not dumb. This would be a good spot for hunting deer, but the weather must be colder or else the meat would spoil. This morning he is on the hunt for a grouse.
Grouse are not dumb either. They do not like open spaces where an owl or a hawk can fly in and get them. Look for grouse in the thickest brush, the kind a man canât walk through. A good hunter sometimes has to crawl . Mr. Kurzâs gravelly old voice comes into Milesâs head, like it does several times a day.
He eases through the brush, its bristles sweeping his bare arms like a coarse broom. He pauses. Sniffs the air. A fruity, sweet-and-sour odor drifts up from the riverâs edge. He heads that way, eyes on the ground, until he realizes that the scent is above him: clusters of translucent red-orange berries. Bears wonât eat them; birds wonât touch them unless thereâs nothing else to eat. So much acid in them that they
Helen Edwards, Jenny Lee Smith