âJust a taste. You used to control more than rain, Jo. You will again.â
He pulled me into his arms, and his lips pressed gently on my forehead, my closed eyesâ¦my lips. I didnât know if I should respond, but my body was already making the decision for me. The warm, damp pressure of his mouth on mine raised something wild inside of me, something deep and primal. I sank my fingers deep into the soft silk of his hair. He was a good kisser. Rapt, intense, focused, devouring my lips hungrily.
And then he broke free, sighed, and rested his forehead against mine. His fingers combed through the mud-caked tangle of my hair, leaving it straight and shining and clean.
âHow longâ¦â My voice wasnât quite steady. I licked my lips, nearly licked his as well. âHow long have we, you know, beenâ¦together?â
âA while,â he said.
âYears?â
I felt his smile. âWhat do you think?â His lips brushed mine when he murmured that answer. Keep talking , I thought. Because I was tempted to do a lot more.
âNot years, maybeâ¦umâ¦I donât know.â All I knew was that whoever and whatever David was, he had the key to turn my engine. âThen why donât I remember you? Remember us ?â I was fairly sure, given the intensity of the kisses, that it was well worth remembering.
âYou donât because you canât,â he said, and his fingers stroked through my hair again, gentle and soothing. âBecause someone took away your past.â
âThenâ¦how come I can still talk? Remember how to dress myselfâokay, not that I dressed myself, bad exampleâ¦â I got lost on a side thought, and pulled back to look at him. âDid you? Put my clothes on?â
âDo you seriously think Iâd let Lewis do it?â David asked, raising his eyebrows. âOf course.â He gave me a slow, wicked smile. âDonât worry. I didnât take any liberties.â
I didnât know whether to be disappointed or relieved.
âIn answer to the original question, certain kinds of memories are stored differently in the human mind. Memoriesâmemories of events, of people, of conversationsâthese are more vulnerable. They can be taken away more easily.â
âWhy? Why would anybody do that? Wait a minuteâ how could anybody do that?â
Outside, the fire suddenly died to a banked glow. The tent flap moved, and Lewis, crouched uncomfortably low, ducked inside. He gave the two of us an unreadable look, then crawled over to the other sleeping bag.
âEarth Wardens could have done it,â Lewis said. âItâs possible, if an Earth Warden had the right training and skill level, to remove selective memories. Itâs part of how Marion Bearheartâs division drains away the powers of Wardens who have to be taken out of the organization and returned to the regular human population. Only they donât just take memories; they take away the core of power inside.â He stretched out, put his hands under his head, and stared at the glow of moonlight on the tent fabric. âBut in your case it was done by a Djinn. His name is Ashan.â
âA Djinn,â I repeated. âLike you?â I pointed at David, whose eyebrows rose.
âNot anymore. But yes, Ashan was Djinn, and he did this to you. He didnât want to kill you; he wanted you to have never existed at all. And he had the power to do it. He made a good start on it.â
âSo what stopped him?â
David and Lewis exchanged looks. It was Lewis who answered. âLetâs get into that later.â
âFine. General question.â I licked my lips and avoided staring directly at David. âWhat exactly is a Djinn?â
Lewis sighed and closed his eyes. âWeâve really got to get you fixed,â he said. âThe Djinn are another race of beings on this planet. They can be corporeal when they