never let anyone learn my real name,
or there will be rebel vengeance, after I kill her.
She is a madwomanâjust yesterday, I heard
that she cleaned and bandaged the wounds
of forty Spanish soldiers,
and that Gómez the Fox let them all go,
seizing only their horses, saddles, and weapons,
leaving them enough food to survive.
No wonder so many young Spanish boys
are switching sides, joining the rebels,
becoming Cubans.
She must be stopped.
It makes no sense, healing her enemies
so they will turn into friends.
Rosa
When I travel
between two hospitals,
I listen to trees that speak
with the movement of leaves.
The horse I ride
sings to me
by twitching his ears,
telling me how much
he hates
the flames of war.
I stroke his mane
to let him know
that I will keep him safe.
I hope it is trueâ¦.
Lieutenant Death
I camp beneath
a shelf of rock,
almost a cave,
I must be closeâ¦.
I crush a flower bud,
popping it
to squirt the juice
that would have turned
into a blossom
with nectar
for honeybees.
Silvia
How long have Rosa and I roamed
these green, musical hills?
Each step my little mountain pony takes
has a rhythm, the music of movement,
a way to make the most of every chance
to heal a wound, cure a fever, save a lifeâ¦.
We ride through dark night,
surrounded by the beauty of owl songs,
tree frogs, cicada melodies,
the whoosh of bat wings
and leaves in a breeze,
all of it teaching me
how to sing without being discovered
by soldiers who would find us and kill us
if my song turned into wordsâ¦.
Rosa
The scars of fear burn so intensely
that I no longer ride my horse
with a metal bit in his soft, sensitive mouth.
I do not use a bridle of rope
or a saddle of leather
or spurs of sharp metal.
Iâve learned how to guide the smooth gait
of my Paso Fino mountain horse
by shifting my weight and my gaze
ever so slightly,
just enough to tell him
where I want to go.
Iâve learned how to choose a direction
with my knees, and my hands,
and my hopesâ¦.
Lieutenant Death
I wear a red tassel on my hat
to protect me against Rosaâs evil eye.
The caves are endless.
If I never find Rosa,
will the cave serpents
find me?
Breathless, I race
back out, into sunlight,
where small blue lizards
and huge green iguanas
bob their heads
as if they are mocking me
with wicked, silent laughterâ¦.
Has the witch cursed me?
Am I mad to think of such things
when I should be hunting, tracking,
hard at work?
Silvia
Before the war, a funeral meant bells,
trumpets, drums,
white flowers, and black horses
wearing black tassels.
Now we just kneel, then rise to our feet,
wondering why there are no priests
out here in the forestâ¦
no tombstones or gravediggers with shovels,
just children with machetes tied to poles
for digging, and hardly any weeping
or singing, or flowersâ¦.
I wonder what the king of Spain
would think if he could see us.
Heâs just a boy, around my age.
Iâve seen his picture, with sad eyes
and no smileâdoes he understand anything
about this war?
Lieutenant Death
I march beside an army of land crabs,
their orange claws clacking like drums.
Crocodiles leap from the swamps,
while tree rats stare down at them, haunted.
Green parrots swoop
above the swollen trunks
of potbellied palm trees.
Vultures nest in tunnels of mud.
A hummingbird hovers beside my ear.
Pink flamingos flock past me, cackling.
At night, a bat sips nectar
from white flowers
the size of my fist.
Fever seizes my mind.
Panic, anger, then fear againâ¦
So many years in this jungle,
and now, here I am,
aloneâ¦lostâ¦aloneâ¦.
José
We no longer have enough food
for so many patients.
Silvia and I go out to gather
wild yams and honey.
The child tells me her grandmother
showed her how to cure sadness
by sucking the juice of an orange,
while standing on a beach.
Toss the peels