like Toscanini with his baton. College was not going to be easy financially. I had the small scholarship, which would help, but I was going to have to work as well and I needed to find something that would provide a good hourly rate so that I would not be tied up working all the time.
âKeep your nose in your books,â she said. âIt took your father and me a lot of effort to make you who you are and I donât want it undone down there ââthis her term for anywhere she wasnât.
I had once heard her tell my sister, Lilly, to âkeep your knees together and your mind on Jesus.â
To me she said, âJesus taught us to fish, that we might feed others. College is where youâre going to learn to fish in the waters of life, and lifeâs filled with temptations.â She looked me in the eye. âSteer clear of women, Bowie.â
âBut youâre a woman.â
She gave me a rare smile and a gentle touch on the cheek. âIâm not a woman, Bowie. Iâm your mother.â
I supposed that every freshman in America would be having similar talks with parents, but the Queenâs send-off left me feeling uneasy. She went to the bus with me and handed me something wrapped in brown paper, tied neatly with purple string, and a cloth sack filled with apples.
On the bus I opened the package to find an old and worn copy of Izaak Waltonâs and Charles Cottonâs The Compleat Angler. I wondered where she had found it and where she found the money for it, but it was one of my favorites and the gift made me teary. Inside the front cover she had written, âSimon Peter said, âI go a-fishing,â and they said, âWe also will go with thee.ââ She added, âWe are all with you, Bowie, wherever you go.â
After my freshman year at Michigan State, I went west to Idaho to fight fires for the summer. I had done all right with my grades and scraped by financially. The chance to go west offered me an opportunity to bank enough money to take care of a couple of years of school. When I wasnât on fire duty, I was fishing for rainbows and cutthroats and hanging out with a twenty-seven-year-old schoolteacher named Rose Yelton. We met in a bar. In Idaho the legal age was still twenty-one then, but the reality was that if you were tall enough to stand at the bar you could get served. I wasnât yet nineteen.
âYou must be a virgin,â a woman said to me.
âWhat?â I felt my neck go red. How did she know?
âYour hair hasnât been singed. Obviously you havenât had your fire-cherry busted yet.â She had a mesmerizing smile and the diaphanous hair of an angel.
We left the bar together that night and I admitted to her that it wasnât only my fire-cherry that was intact and she kissed me and told me that she couldnât do anything about the fires in the woods, but she could do plenty with other kinds of fires and she proved true to her words.
Her father ran beef on a scruffy, open-range ranch near Weippe and was also a trout fisherman. When I asked him about the snowfly he grinned and shook his head.
âItâs a destroyer, son. Some men go plumb crazy chasing the snowfly.â
âThen itâs real?â
âI canât honestly say.â
âWhere can I find out?â
âI donât know, son. You might better put that question to Red Ennis.â
Ennis, I learned, was a professor emeritus of history from the University of Idaho in Moscow. He had retired to a cabin on Peavine Creek up in the panhandle near Pierce. Rose and I went to visit him.
Peavine Creek was not large by Rocky Mountain standards, but it was clear and quick, with moss-covered boulder steps and deep pools gathering wads of foam. The professorâs clapboard cabin was built at the edge; a platform jutted out to the lip of a dark pool and Red Ennis sat on the platform in a metal rocking chair, which had so oxidized to