replied.
âDonât expect to succeed. Ladies need to hear it, often.â Marcus grinned. âRemind me to tell you I told you so.â
Rutherford glared at his friend. For Godâs sake, heâd brought down an entire branch of Napoleonâs spy apparatus. How hard could it be to discover the key to one recalcitrant female, who might not be so comfortable and easily led after all? Perhaps he really didnât need a calm life. He raised himself to his full height of over six feet two inches. âI have no intention of failing. I am descended from Norman warlords, Iâll have you know.â
âArenât we all,â Marcus replied dryly. âJust who do you think sheâs descended from? Think about it. I must get back to the rest of my guests.â
After Marcus left, Rutherford stared into the fire, thinking about Annaâs dark curls and creamy skin. God how he wanted to bury his face in her hair, then slowly kiss his way down her neck to her breasts, tasting as he went. He shook himself. Anna had definitely changed.
He left the library and found the billiards room in time to join a game.
âRutherford, your turn,â his friend Huntley said. âWhat are you in such a brown study about?â
âNothing. Nothing at all.â Rutherford had the uncomfortable feeling he was going to pay for being so sure of himself with Anna.
He missed his shot.
October 27th, 1814, Charteries, Sussex
The next morning Anna wished Phoebe happy, before taking a seat in the small chapel and watching Phoebe marry. Phoebeâs joy and her love for Marcus radiated from her. He had eyes for no one but her, and when they said their vows, it was as if they were in their own private world.
Despite what Anna had heard Sebastian say, her childhood dreams were not going away as she wished they would. She wanted the same happiness. She still wanted Sebastian to gaze at her like Marcus looked at Phoebe. Annaâs throat tightened. Perhaps she could have a love like that with Sebastian, but only if he could accept her and her secret. Who was she kidding? He wanted a safe, comfortable wife. One he could order around. Even without her duties to the smugglers, sheâd never be that. She smiled through her tears as Marcus kissed Phoebe. A small part of Anna thought there might be hope after all, but her head told her it was a dream.
A few hours after the ceremony while the festivities were still continuing, she and Sebastian were talking with Phoebe and Marcus when they learned Marcusâs gravely ill brother had finally passed away. Anna watched as Phoebe drew her new nieces to her, and Anna and Sebastian left them to grieve with their family. Now Anna was more than glad sheâd already made arrangements to leave.
They were making their way down a corridor when she turned to him. âDid you know Evesham?â
âNot well. I know he and Marcus were very close.â Sebastian put his hand on her shoulder. âEvesham has been ill for a long time.â
âI know.â Tears stung her eyes. âBut that knowledge doesnât make it any easier when it happens.â
âYouâre right, of course,â he said solemnly.
Anna glanced at him. âI should go.â
âWhat are your plans this evening?â he asked.
âI will not be here. Iâm leaving for Kent.â
âAre you?â He opened his eyes in shock. âI thought you werenât departing until tomorrow.â
âNo. Iâd already made the arrangements. If I remained, Iâd feel as if I were intruding.â
âYou know you arenât. Though, I agree, leaving soon might be a good idea.â
Why did he have to keep pressing himself on her? âYou should stay. Iâll do quite well on my own.â
âNo, not at all,â Rutherford smiled. âI am happy to escort you.â
She tried and failed to think of a reason he could not accompany her. Why did he