wrote in iambic pentameter in curly calligraphy, saying how we were as dry and as superficial as Cheetos. Petra and I finally got her back. We wrote fake love e-mails to her from Tyler. She totally bought it because, the next day, Olivia taped milk-chocolate hearts and a poem about purple falcons to his locker. Last I checked falcons are NOT a big turn-on item for guys.
As Mr. Dribble glares at me, Olivia stands up, shaking her skinny arms so that her peasant blouse billows like it might fill up and carry her away like a hot-air balloon. I wish it would. She squints her medieval eyes at me and then smiles at her dorky, community-activist friend Ninai Levine, whoâs actually wearing her girl scout uniformâwhite shirt, khaki pants, and a sash. Does she understand this is eighth grade, which is practically high school, which is almost college?
I glower at Olivia as she grins and pushes all of her bracelets up her arm, jingling. Really, if I were cadaver-pale and wore tentlike peasant clothing, I donât think Iâd wear jangly jewelry to call attention to myself!
Petra and Caylin give me looks of sympathy. Gracefully, I throw a basketball up in the air as a final punctuation mark to the moment. The ball spins in the net, rattles the hoop, and bounces out of the basket. Blahh! Outside one of the gym windows, I stare at the fields, which are permanently green, even in the summer, because of the extensive watering system donated by the very generous La Cambia Parents Club.
Dribble smiles so big you can, unfortunately, seehis yellow teeth, and his bushy mustache wriggles like a guinea pig. âIâm waiting, Ms. Smith. Collect your things and letâs go back to the classroom. Now .â Patting down his comb-over, he folds his arms across his chest and taps his foot.
âIâve heard heâs kicked out five kids from school just this year,â says Petra under her breath.
âHeâs such a meanster ,â Caylin whispers, then gives me a half smile. âDonât worry, weâve got your back.â
A Fresh Start
Mr. Dribble bites into his sandwich and holds up two papers. One has my name on it. The other, Winslowâs. âCan you explain this?â
The room smells like Spam and Dr Pepper. âLook, Iâm so sorry. Itâs just that my birthdayâs coming up and I was planningââ I can barely choke out the words. There are no words. When you cheat, the school rule is that you go on N.P. (no privileges), which means you canât attend any school functions such as dances, which means no Winterfest!
Mr. Dribble pulls a pickle out of a jar on his desk. He crunches down onto the green, pimpled spear, and juice runs down his chin.
I start to cry now. Chest heaving. Tears streaming.Room spinning. âAll of my friends will be there. I rented a limo. Weâre going to Benihana. Weâre going. Oh. Iâjust tell me what youâre going to do.â
Chugging from a Dr Pepper, Dribble paces in front of his desk, which is cluttered with Ziploc bags from his lunch and tissues. âYou know what you need? A CYT file.â He takes a bite out of his sandwich.
Iâm so confused. A file? CYT? What was the man talking about? âA CYT file? Whatâs that? Are they down in the office?â
Dribble laughs so hard he snorts and a bit of sandwich flies out. Ewwwwwww!
âWant to know what a CYT file is?â he asks. âItâs a Cover Your Tracks file. Lots of folks donât know about it.â
I try to figure out what all of this means. What is he talking about?
Aha!
Dribble inhales another bite of his sandwich. He chews on the left side of his mouth and makes a popping sound. âThereâs lots of folks who are real smart and educated but theyâll leave their hot ashes in a double paper bag and set it on their woodendeck and wonder why their house catches on fire. Itâs called common sense.â
He gazes out the
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